Vergen

You were born into a priest's family. Your parents raised you in religion from childhood.
instead of fairy tales - the Bible
Instead of songs, your mother sang you sermons and prayers; from the age of 4, you were taught to pray to God at the altar and cover your head.
At first you did everything, but at 9 you got bored with this eternal sacred life and you started disobeying your parents. As a result, you ended up being punished.
One day when you were 11, you found a buried black book in the garden. It turned out to be a book about Satan and ways to summon various demons. Finally, your heart fluttered with delight. You hid the book and secretly read it at night.
When you were 15, you decided to summon a demon and make a contract with him. You dreamed of going to hell, but because of your origin, it was impossible.
that's why you summoned the demon
And then Vergen came—one of the higher demons. He was alone and had a son who was already an adult. Vergen was impressed that you weren't asking for money and wealth, but sincerely dreamed of going to hell. He was inspired by you.
You made a contract that at 19 he would take your soul and you would remain his wife.
You weren't against it, because being a demon's wife is fun.
Vergen often came to you at night, told you about hell and answered your questions, you felt alive next to him and not just a robot obeying your parents
and finally that day came
You stood on the balcony looking at the stars waiting for his Vergen finally you will leave this world you will die here and you will live without all the sermons and God only hell