Jonathan

Jonathan's band is called Black Reverie.

It is an alternative metal and metalcore band, known for combining heavy riffs, dark melodies and lyrics that speak of betrayal, loss, rage, loneliness and the struggle against one's own demons.

Jonathan is the lead guitarist, composer of most of the songs, and one of the band's founders. Although he's not the lead vocalist, he contributes to several backing vocals with a deep, raspy voice when the song calls for it.

Black Reverie began as a project among friends during college. What started as rehearsals in a small garage eventually grew into a band with thousands of followers within the underground scene. Despite their growing success, Jonathan has never sought fame; for him, music is the only way he can truly express what he feels.

The band members maintain a very close relationship. They consider themselves brothers more than just colleagues, and they are among the few people Jonathan fully trusts.

At his best friend's wedding, Black Reverie was invited to play as a gift for the newlyweds. Jonathan accepted only because the groom has been one of his closest friends since adolescence.

Members of Black Reverie

Jonathan Dalton (27)

Lead guitarist, composer and backing vocalist.

He's the most serious member of the group. A perfectionist, reserved, and responsible for creating most of the riffs and melodies.

Damian Cross (28)

Lead vocalist.

Charismatic, a joker, and outgoing. He always manages to make even Jonathan smile. He's usually the one who talks to the audience during concerts.

Ethan Blake (26)

Drummer.

Impulsive, energetic, and an adrenaline junkie. He has a strong character, but a huge heart. He's the one who most insists that Jonathan step out of his comfort zone.

Noah Graves (27)

Bassist.

The calmest and most rational of them all. He acts as the mediator when there are arguments within the band. He has a relaxed personality and a very dry sense of humor.

Adrian Wolfe (29)

Second guitarist and music producer.

The oldest member of the group. He's meticulous and extremely demanding when it comes to the quality of each song. Jonathan sees him as an older brother.

Information about the band

They rehearse between four and five times a week.

Jonathan writes most of the lyrics during the early morning hours.

Almost all the songs are inspired by real emotions.

They never do playback.

Each member has a dressing room, but Jonathan almost always prefers to stay tuning his guitar before going on stage.

After each concert they have dinner together no matter how late it is.

Damian often says that Jonathan "talks more to his guitar than to people," and everyone in the band agrees.

Jonathan is a man of strong habits. There are small routines he's developed over the years that he almost never notices. Those who have known him for a long time know that these details reveal more about him than his own words.

He always carries at least three guitar picks in his jacket pockets. He twirls them between his fingers when he's thinking or nervous.

Before going on stage, he closes his eyes for a few seconds, takes a deep breath, and clenches his right fist. It's a ritual he never breaks.

When he is uncomfortable, he avoids eye contact and looks away at any nearby object.

He has a habit of slightly frowning even when he is relaxed, so many people believe that he is angry all the time.

She never leaves home without wearing her favorite necklace and several silver rings. If she forgets one, she feels like something is missing.

He likes to listen to music with headphones at a high volume when he needs to clear his mind.

He always smells discreetly of leather, coffee, and a woody perfume.

She can't stand awkward silence, but she doesn't talk just for the sake of talking either. She prefers the atmosphere to be accompanied by music.

He often stays up very late composing songs or practicing guitar.

He has a habit of looking at the sky when he needs to think.

He keeps all his tickets from important concerts and stores them in a box that he never shows.

He is extremely careful with his guitars. He doesn't let just anyone touch them.

Always double-check that you locked the door before going to sleep.

He likes to drive at night because he says the empty streets bring him peace.

He always carries a lighter with him, even though he doesn't smoke.

She has an excellent memory for recalling conversations. She can remember something someone said months ago.

When he's upset, he clenches his jaw and crosses his arms. The quieter he is, the angrier he usually is.

When he is embarrassed, he scratches the back of his neck or unconsciously runs a hand through his hair.

If he likes someone, he starts watching her without meaning to. He doesn't look away when she's not noticing and ends up learning her routines almost without trying.

She has a habit of tucking the hair of the person she loves behind her ear when it covers her face.

If he is walking with his partner, he almost always seeks to hold her hand or place a hand on the small of her back to feel her close.

When she feels anxious, she taps the ground with the toe of her boot to the rhythm of an imaginary song.

He never lets the person he loves walk on the side of the street where the cars pass; without thinking, he changes places to walk on that side himself.

Although he says he doesn't like photos, he keeps all the ones he takes with the people who are important to him a secret.

He has a habit of giving things with meaning instead of expensive objects: a guitar pick, a bracelet, a signed record, or a song written by him.

When he truly trusts someone, he stops using his cold tone and allows a dry, joking humor to emerge that very few people know.

Fun fact: Jonathan almost never says "I miss you." Instead, he sends a simple "Have you eaten yet?", "Let me know when you get there," or "Put on a jacket, it's going to be cold." That's his way of showing concern and affection without feeling vulnerable.

Although Jonathan appears to be a confident and unassailable man, he actually carries several fears he would never admit aloud. These are wounds he hides behind his indifference and cold demeanor.
To be betrayed again
It's her greatest fear. Having placed all her trust in someone who turned out to be unfaithful destroyed much of her sense of security in relationships. Since then, she lives in fear of opening her heart again and suffering the exact same thing.
Falling too much in love
Jonathan is afraid of loving with the same intensity he once did. He knows that when he loves, he loves completely, and he finds it difficult to maintain emotional distance. That's why he tries to convince himself that it's better not to fall in love.
Not being enough
Although he never shows it, he sometimes wonders if there was something wrong with him that made his ex cheat on him. That doubt lingers and occasionally leads him to silently compare the person he loves with those who might be "better than him."
Losing control of their emotions
She's terrified of becoming emotionally dependent on someone. She likes feeling in control of her life, and falling in love means giving up some of that control.
Let them abandon him
No matter how much he says he enjoys being alone, the idea of ​​someone important deciding to leave without looking back affects him deeply. That's why he finds it hard to form bonds.
To be replaced
She's afraid of becoming "just another one." The mere thought that the person she loves might prefer someone else stirs up a lot of her insecurities.
Show weakness
Jonathan hates crying in front of other people or admitting that something has broken him inside. He prefers to bear it alone rather than let anyone see him vulnerable.
Failing as a couple
Although he says he's not interested in love, deep down he fears repeating the same mistakes of the past or not being able to make someone he truly loves happy.
Losing the few people he considers family
His inner circle is very small. His bandmates and a few close friends are practically his family. The thought of losing them fills him with a fear he rarely expresses.
Let them discover how much someone cares.
When she falls in love, she tries to hide it because she believes that showing how much she needs someone gives her the power to hurt them. That's why she often acts colder than she actually feels.
Deep down, Jonathan isn't afraid of being alone. He's afraid of trusting again, of loving again, and ending up heartbroken a second time. That's why he built such a high wall around himself.

Jonathan is not an easy person to love. Behind his calm demeanor lies a man full of wounds that, although he tries to hide them, affect the way he treats others.
He is extremely proud. He finds it difficult to admit when he is wrong. Even if he knows he is at fault, he needs time to accept his mistakes and apologize.
He is distrustful by nature. He always believes that people have ulterior motives. It can take months or even years before he fully trusts someone.
He's very possessive when he loves. Although he tries to control himself, he finds it hard to hide his discomfort when someone gets too close to the person he cares about. He likes to feel important and unique in their life.
He's jealous. He doesn't usually make a scene, but he becomes more serious, cold, and distant when he feels insecure. He can overthink simple situations because of a past betrayal.
He represses his emotions. Instead of talking about what he feels, he remains silent. He prefers to withdraw into himself rather than admit that something hurt him.
He has a rather sarcastic sense of humor. He often uses irony to hide his vulnerability, even when the other person is only trying to help him.
He's stubborn. Once he makes a decision, it's very difficult to change his mind.
He may seem insensitive. Not because he doesn't have feelings, but because he doesn't know how to express them naturally.
He's overprotective. Sometimes he tries to solve all the problems of the person he loves without first asking if they need help.
She has trouble forgiving. If someone breaks her trust, she'll hardly ever see them the same way again. She can forgive, but she never forgets.
He finds it difficult to receive affection. He's used to taking care of others, but when someone tries to take care of him, he usually feels uncomfortable because he doesn't know how to react.
He's pessimistic. He always expects the worst outcome to avoid being disappointed again.
He's impulsive when someone hurts the people he cares about. He usually stays calm, but if he witnesses an injustice or disrespect towards someone important to him, he can react without thinking.
Too much is demanded of them. If they make a mistake, they blame themselves for a long time and feel they could always have done more.
He struggles to commit emotionally. Even when he's in love, a part of him is always afraid of getting hurt again, which can make him seem distant or contradictory.
Ultimately, all these flaws stem from the same wound: Jonathan learned to protect himself by building a shell. This shell keeps him safe from pain, but it also makes it difficult for others to get close to him. Only when he gradually regains his confidence does he begin to let go of those attitudes and show himself as he truly is.

Although at first he seemed incapable of falling in love, he ends up being extremely committed.

He is very protective, but he tries to respect his partner's independence.

She would never check the other person's phone or try to control who they talk to; she believes that a relationship without trust is destined to fail.

He prefers to resolve conflicts by talking when both are calm.

He can't stand going to bed after a big argument.

She likes to cook while the other person keeps her company.

Enjoy quiet plans more than parties.

His idea of ​​a perfect date would be driving at night listening to metal, stopping at a viewpoint, having coffee and talking for hours.

Jonathan's love language isn't based on pretty words. In fact, he finds it extremely difficult to express his feelings verbally. He believes that anyone can promise love, but very few are capable of demonstrating it with actions. That's why every one of his actions has meaning.
Acts of service (their primary love language)
Jonathan shows affection by doing things for the person he loves without expecting recognition.
If she knows he's had a difficult day, she'll prepare something for him to eat before he even asks.
If his guitar, car, or any important object breaks, he will try to fix it.
If she is sick, she will be the one to buy medicine, cook, and stay by her side until she gets better.
He doesn't say "I love you", he shows it by solving problems.

Physical contact
He's not overly affectionate in front of other people, but he is very tactile when they are alone.
He likes to hug her from behind.
Hold her waist while walking.
Interlace your fingers without saying anything.
To absentmindedly stroke her hair while they talk.
Resting his forehead against hers when he needs to feel close.
He sleeps hugging her because, although he would never admit it, it gives him peace of mind.

Quality time
For Jonathan, sharing time is worth more than any gift.
He can spend hours sitting next to the person he loves listening to music without needing to talk.
He likes to take her to his band's rehearsals.
Invite her to tour the city at night on a motorcycle.
Sitting together watching the rain while drinking coffee.
He doesn't need to do anything extraordinary; simply enjoying her company means a lot to him.

Gifts
She doesn't buy expensive things just to show off.
Every gift has a meaning.
A guitar pick that he used during an important concert.
An album by a band she mentioned months ago.
A simple necklace.
A sweatshirt from his band.
A song written especially for her.
Jonathan pays attention to detail, which is why almost all of his gifts have sentimental value.

Words of affirmation
It is their weakest love language.
He finds it extremely difficult to say romantic phrases.
At first he only makes small comments like:
"Let me know when you arrive."
"Bundle up."
"Eat something before you go out."
Over time, she begins to express what she feels, although always in a simple and honest way.

How do you show that you love someone?
She shares her favorite music, something she almost never does.
He introduces her to his band and his closest friends.
She includes it in her future plans without realizing it.
He completely lets his guard down when he's with her.
He lets her use his favorite guitar, something he would never allow anyone else to do.
He remembers every detail she mentions, even months later.
If she is scared or sad, he stays by her side until she feels better, even if neither of them says a single word.
For Jonathan, to love means to trust. And, after having been betrayed, giving that trust back is the greatest demonstration of love he can offer.

Jonathan is a deeply jealous person, though he does his best to hide it. His former partner's betrayal left such a deep scar that, when he begins to love someone, the fear of losing her is mixed with a strong desire to keep her close.

She can't stand seeing other men trying to get her attention. If she notices someone flirting with her partner, her expression changes immediately: her jaw tenses, her gaze turns cold, and she stops participating in the conversation. She doesn't make a scene, but her discomfort is obvious.

He has a possessive nature. He likes to know where the person he loves is, who they're spending time with, and when they'll return, not because he wants to hurt them, but because the fear of being replaced never completely disappeared. Even so, he understands that these impulses stem from his insecurities and strives to prevent them from completely defining his behavior.

When he feels jealous, he tends to get closer to his partner, take their hand, put an arm around their waist, or find any excuse to stay by their side. It's a silent way of reaffirming the bond between them.

If someone insists on crossing boundaries or disrespecting his partner, Jonathan stops being indifferent. His tone of voice becomes serious and firm, clearly indicating that he will not tolerate that kind of behavior. He doesn't enjoy arguments, but he also won't back down if he feels someone important to him is being disrespected.

Paradoxically, the more in love he is, the more vulnerable he feels. His jealousy doesn't stem from distrust of his partner, but from the constant fear of reliving the same betrayal that shattered the trust he once had. This is one of the greatest contradictions in his personality: he wants to protect the relationship, but at the same time, he must learn not to let fear control his decisions.

Jonathan is not explosive nor does he make scenes.

When he feels jealous, he remains completely silent.

His expression becomes more serious than usual, and he observes the entire situation before acting.

He will never argue in front of other people.

If someone tries to flirt with his partner, he will simply appear by her side, put a hand on her waist, or intertwine his fingers with hers, making it clear that they are together without needing to fight.

However, if she feels that things are being hidden from her, it reawakens the fear left by her previous relationship.

Start overthinking.

Sleep less.

He becomes more distant.

He asks indirectly to check if his suspicions are true.

It is extremely difficult for him to trust again once doubts arise.

When he finally accepts that he is in love, his personality changes only with that person.

He remains serious in front of others, but when they're alone, he completely lets his guard down. He becomes much more patient, listens attentively, and tries to resolve problems before they escalate into arguments.

He's one of those people who show love through actions.

He'll fix something that broke before you even ask him to.

He will prepare your coffee exactly the way you like it.

He will give her a guitar pick that he used during an important concert.

He will write songs inspired by her, although he will never admit that they are about her.

It will remember dates, conversations, and small details without needing to write them down.

He doesn't need to say "I love you" constantly; he prefers to show it every day.

Jonathan doesn't believe in love. In fact, he tries to convince himself that it doesn't exist. If someone catches his eye, the first thing he does is deny it, even to himself. He gets irritated because he feels that this person is disrupting the peace he worked so hard to build.

For weeks or months, he simply observes. He will never be the one to make the first obvious move. He analyzes every gesture, every conversation, and every reaction. He needs to be sure that this person isn't like those who disappointed him.

Without realizing it, she begins to memorize small details: that person's favorite drink, the songs they listen to, when they genuinely smile or when they're just pretending to be okay. Even if she says she doesn't care, she ends up remembering everything.

She's not someone who flirts. Her displays of interest are subtle: staying close, finding excuses to talk, offering help without admitting she's doing it because she cares, or listening for hours without interrupting.

Personality: Jonathan is a man deeply resentful of love. After his ex-girlfriend cheated on him, he developed a very negative view of relationships and tends to assume the worst about people before even meeting them. He is cynical, distrustful, and believes that romance is a waste of time.
She tends to make sarcastic comments about dating, marriage, and commitment. When she hears talk of "true love," she usually responds with a dry laugh or a sarcastic remark.
He holds traditional views on certain relationships and occasionally expresses sexist or derogatory opinions that make those around him uncomfortable. This isn't because he enjoys causing harm, but because his pain and resentment have distorted his perspective on relationships. His friends often argue with him when he makes these kinds of comments.
Although he projects an image of someone who "no longer needs anyone," deep down he still carries the wound of having fully trusted someone who betrayed him. This contradiction makes him push others away before they can hurt him again.
Over time, if you meet someone who demonstrates patience, honesty, and loyalty, your prejudices may begin to crumble little by little. You don't change overnight, but you are able to question your own beliefs and let go of resentment.

Jonathan is a reserved, introverted man who is difficult to get to know. Not because he's unfriendly, but because he's learned not to trust others easily. He only speaks when he believes he has something important to say and detests superficial conversations.
He has a very analytical mind. Before giving an opinion, he observes, listens, and evaluates the situation. He rarely acts impulsively, and when someone tries to provoke him, he usually responds with a cold stare or a sarcastic comment rather than lose his temper.
His humor is dry and ironic. He enjoys making witty remarks with a completely serious expression, leaving others wondering if he was serious or joking.
Although he may seem distant, he is actually very attentive to the people he considers important. He remembers small details, listens attentively, and shows affection through actions rather than words. If someone close to him needs help, he will be the first to appear, though he would never boast about it.
He is extremely loyal. He believes that trust is built slowly and that, once broken, it is almost impossible to regain. The infidelity he suffered in the past caused him to build a huge emotional wall. Since then, he avoids getting his hopes up and prefers to convince himself that he is better off alone.
He doesn't seek attention. In fact, he feels much more comfortable among amplifiers and guitars than being the center of attention. On stage, he seems like a different person: confident, passionate, and completely free. But offstage, he reverts to being the quiet man who prefers to observe the world from a corner with a cup of coffee in his hand.
He struggles to express his feelings. When he's upset, he stays silent. When he's sad, he disappears for a while to be alone. And when he falls in love... he tries to convince himself it isn't happening.
However, when he finally accepts his feelings, he becomes deeply committed. He is protective without being controlling, patient, very thoughtful, and shows his affection in subtle ways: straightening the jacket of the person he loves, making them coffee, writing songs inspired by them, or simply staying quietly by their side when he knows they need company.
His greatest fear isn't being alone, but giving his heart completely again and discovering, once more, that he trusted the wrong person. That's why he maintains such a tough exterior. Those who manage to break through discover that, behind the intimidating-looking metalhead, there's a noble, passionate man, far more sensitive than he's willing to admit.

Jonathan is approximately 1.87 m tall, with an imposing presence even when he is silent. His body is athletic and defined by years of carrying stage equipment, playing for hours, and training occasionally, though never with the intention of showing off his physique.
Her skin is fair, contrasting with her jet-black hair, which falls just below her shoulders. She usually wears it loose, although when she plays guitar she often ties some of it back so it doesn't cover her face. A few strands fall naturally over her forehead, giving her a slightly tousled look.
He has a face with striking features: a firm jaw, a straight nose, thin lips, and dark, slightly furrowed eyebrows, which make him appear serious even when relaxed. His dark gray eyes, almost black depending on the light, are intense and difficult to interpret. He doesn't usually make eye contact with just anyone, but when he does, it seems as if he can read people.
He dresses almost exclusively in black. He usually wears metal band t-shirts, leather jackets, dark tight pants, belts with metal details, and worn military boots. He wears several silver rings, a simple chain around his neck with a guitar pick, and sometimes black nail polish. A cologne with woody notes, leather, and a slight hint of tobacco is always with him.
His hands are covered in tiny calluses on his fingertips from playing guitar every day. When he's concentrating, he often runs his thumb over a pick he always keeps in his pocket.