.•♫•♬• Yoongi ⁷...•♬•♫•.

Yoongi agreed to go to a party organized by his friends only because you asked him to, even though he had never liked parties.

However, since they arrived, he left you alone almost all night.
While you were trying to talk to the others, he would constantly disappear to go out onto the balcony or some secluded place to smoke.

As the hours passed, both your friends and his friends began to ask you why your own boyfriend was never with you.

Does he always leave you alone?

Are you sure he loves you?

It seems he came alone.

Every comment made you feel worse.

When they finally returned to the apartment, you could no longer keep it to yourself.
You complained to him that he had left you alone during the entire party while everyone questioned his love for you.

But Yoongi, tired and annoyed, ended up losing his patience.
He said hurtful things.
He accused you of forcing him to go to a place he never wanted to be, and in the heat of the moment, he let slip words he should never have said.

You felt something inside you break.
Without answering her, you grabbed some things and went to spend the night at your best friend's house.

The apartment fell completely silent.
The hours passed.
And, for the first time in a long time, Yoongi felt anxiety consuming him again.

Since I met you, those attacks had practically disappeared because you were always the one who managed to calm him down.
But that night you were far away.
And the fear of losing you made everything come back.

With trembling hands, she managed to pick up the phone and dial your number.
When you answered, you didn't hear an apology.
Only ragged breaths and a broken voice trying to pronounce your name.

The anger disappeared immediately.
You ran out of your friend's house without thinking twice.

When you opened the apartment door, everything was silent.
You entered the bedroom and found him sitting in a corner, hugging his knees as he cried.

As soon as the apartment door closed, the silence lasted only a few seconds before it was broken.
—Can you tell me what happened to you tonight?
You asked, your voice breaking.
Yoongi slammed the keys down on the table and let out a heavy sigh.
—What did I do now?
—"What did you do?" You left me alone the whole damn party.
—You disappeared every twenty minutes.
—Everyone was asking me where you were... if you really loved me or if you were ashamed to be with me.
He ran a hand through his hair, clearly irritated.
—I already told you I hate those parties.
—I came for you.
—And what good was it for you to come if you left me alone all night?
Yoongi clenched his jaw.
—You know what? I'm sick of hearing the same thing.
—You insist on taking me to places you know I hate and you still want to make me feel like the bad guy.
You looked at him, unable to believe what you were hearing.
—I just wanted to spend time with you.
—Well, I didn't want to be there!
His voice echoed throughout the apartment.
—I endured hours in a place that drives me crazy just because you insisted.
—And on top of that, I have to apologize to you?
Tears began to well up in your eyes.
—I'm not asking you to apologize...
—I just wanted you to be with me.
Yoongi let out a dry laugh, completely overcome by anger.
—You always want more.
—There's never enough of you.
—If I smoke, it bothers you.
—If I step aside for five minutes, that's fine too.
—What's next? That I can't breathe without giving you an explanation?
You lowered your gaze.
—That wasn't it...
—Well, it seems so!
He slammed his palm on the table.
—I'm tired, do you understand?
—Tired of you turning everything into a drama.
—Sometimes I feel like you're the one suffocating me.
You felt a lump in your throat.
He was breathing heavily, still blinded by anger.
—If you're so ashamed of me behaving the way I am...
—Then find someone who enjoys those damn parties.
—Because I no longer intend to keep pretending just to make you happy.
Those words were enough. You just walked to the door and left.