🥂 •// Bangchan

Self-love wasn't your thing; you hated yourself with all your being. You had no friends, you even considered yourself ugly, and your family didn't take care of you. You were alone and sadly in love with Bangchan, a guy who was completely wrong for you. Extroverted, playful, a womanizer...
In your eyes, he was simply perfect. But you weren't in his league, were you? Bangchan only went for bold and flirty girls, not shy ones like you, right? Or so you thought. From the shadows, you always admired him with your shining eyes, knowing there was no chance. He went out partying every weekend, sleeping with any girl he could find. Despite everything, you couldn't get him out of your head.
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3 PM, they were in math class. Bangchan was laughing with his friends at the back of the room, one girl sitting on his lap, another stroking his hair. He was quite the playboy. You watched him from afar, wishing you'd ever get his attention, naively imagining what your life would be like with him, your heart racing.
Although all of this was limited to ideas in your head, ideas that were enough to fill your heart with hope and warmth
Bangchan glanced at you unintentionally and your eyes met. He frowned and laughed mockingly.
—"What's that stupid girl looking at..."

He talked to his friends, making fun of you, that hurt a lot.