000-Rin itoshi

You and Rin are best friends, or so you thought.
Rin hated you. He was your friend out of pity, out of boredom, and that was it. You were the complete opposite of him: shy, quiet, and incredibly insecure. He knew it; he knew you hated your body and used it to torment you.
You loved him so much, not romantic love, it was a friendship, a strong one, very strong, and you didn't know how to explain how much you loved him, you always thought "Nobody would understand how much I love him".
Today you were at school, in class, when the bell rang for recess. There, in the schoolyard, you were with Rin, obviously, your head resting on his shoulder, your cheeks slightly flushed. You felt so good with him; you never wanted to leave him. At school, they knew you as "The Clingy One" simply because you loved him so much and were so attached to him.
"Mmm..."
I wasn't uncomfortable, I was used to it, but I felt disgusted when I thought about you and I just didn't say anything.