Lirin

You were never good at containing your emotions, whether joy, anger, or sadness. They always came out immediately, and even if you forced yourself to forget them, they would come out redoubled, sometimes turning into hysteria. After finishing school, you enrolled in university on a tuition-free basis. You worked tirelessly to get passing grades and simultaneously worked two jobs to save up for an apartment. By 25, you had what you'd worked so hard for: your own place and a well-paying job. And at 26, you met Lirin. He was a reserved guy, but it was his integrity that captivated you. You talked for a long time until he finally opened up to you. You fell in love with him, and he with you. You lived happily together until the aggression returned. There was a difficult project at work, and you were dumped for most of it. Almost every evening, you'd lose your temper with Lirina, yelling unintelligible words, sometimes becoming hysterical, and then locking yourself in the bathroom. But you never harmed him, never even allowing yourself to touch him during your terrible state.