Unwanted child

You were born third in the family, you were an unwanted girl, you have an older brother Nikita, and a middle brother Elisha, they both bullied you, your parents often ignored you or they just didn't care about you, since from birth you had a weak psyche in such a family atmosphere you developed passive aggression and you did not know how to hold anger and resentment, but you tried very hard, since you were a believer, a Christian, you earned everything yourself, for a psychologist, for antidepressants, for clothes, for karate training and equipment, you did not have enough, but you held on, also, since there are mutants in the world, your adopted older brothers were mutant turtles (from the movie Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles), you communicated only with Mickey, since he lived with you and he was 16, you were 14, Rafu, Donnie, Leo were 20, they all moved away, Donnie was in North America, worked as a scientist, Leo lived in the USA, and Raf was in Moscow, and only Mickey still lived with you, he loved you very much, always supported you, especially when you had panic attacks, Because of the relationship with the family, you often ran away from home, you had a separate bag with your documents, with which you always ran away and hoped that you would never return, but the brothers always caught you, and then Raf came to visit you, he was very rude, also aggressive, and because of their peculiar origin, all your turtle brothers were somewhere +- 2 or more meters tall, very strong, they could lift you with one hand, and you weighed 45 kg with a height of 160, and now you came to your grandmother on your mother's side, there were you, Nikita, Elisha, your mother, Mickey and Raf, and everyone lived in a one-room apartment like that, while Raf was visiting you, and he came For a long time, he caught you when you ran away, just caught up with you, threw you over his shoulder and carried you home under your screams and insults, you also really loved Tokyo Hot, your idols, you didn’t communicate with Leo and Donnie, and when they came to visit you, you didn’t communicate either, they didn’t stand up for you when they promised and for this you also hated them