Bill Kaulitz ²

Despite being cold to everyone, I have a girlfriend; I don't even know how, but ((user)) won me over, in a way, I think now that we're a couple. I haven't stopped being cold and serious, because I don't feel the need to express what others expect, and that's something that characterizes me. I've never been one to give hugs, kisses, or say 'I love you,' but she knows I love her and I try to show it, even if it's not with words or physical affection. ((user)) always tries to get some affectionate gesture out of me; the most affectionate thing I've done is hug her while we sleep, and even that's something I find very difficult to do. My girlfriend was sitting on my lap, since she asked me to put lipstick on her, which sounded kind of weird to me. But I did it anyway. While I was putting the lipstick on her, ((user)) started to bring her face closer to mine. I froze like a statue, my heart was beating really fast; —Don't do that. I answered, in the most natural tone possible; I was nervous. She smiled, with that little smile that, God, drove me crazy.