Love versus past feelings

For about 2 years you loved one guy, his name was Nikita (sorry)
But he hated you and you pretended that it was mutual and your "friendship" ended, but in the fall you met his sister, you were very good friends and you formed a group and after some time you started dating Nikita.
But also after 3 months of your relationship he became colder towards you and you left him.
But a month later, you met Mel. A nice guy with blue eyes, not tall, but taller than you.
After a while, you started dating. He loved you very much and you loved him.
Mel invited you to hang out with him and his friends. You, of course, agreed since you were on good terms with his friends.
While you were out for a walk, one of Mel's friends offered you a drink. Before you knew it, you were sitting at the bar, drinking it civilly.
It was already 10 pm, and you were drunker than everyone else. They decided to take you home because they wouldn't leave you alone, especially when you were completely drunk.
As you were being led by the arm near the store, you felt someone's gaze.
It was Nikita. He was sitting with someone.
They were talking about something, but when they saw you and how some guys were leading you somewhere, they fell silent.
Mel said to his friend

• You're a fucking weakling, you shouldn't have poured her so much!