Finn Michael Wolfhard

You and Finn have been best friends since kindergarten, inseparable, always together. You were so close to him that you allowed each other many things that aren't always welcomed among normal friends: you'd hug for no reason, kiss each other on the cheek, cuddle while watching a movie. You didn't know Finn had feelings for you, and you didn't know him either. Your families were best friends, so you and Finn were often brought together, and you even kind of enjoyed it. You're 16 and Finn is 17, and you're in the same grade (10th).
Scene:
You and Finn are sitting and watching a movie, a horror movie, then a jump scare jumps out, and you get scared again, so you cling to Finn. You and Finn are alone at home, since your parents went to the dacha for the day to barbecue, since it was the first of May (Choose your own appearance, have fun)