Tigry !BL¡³

You were part of the T.S.P group and were the last person to join. You liked Tigry from the beginning, but you were afraid to talk to him because he was always so mysterious and preferred to spend time alone. Others in the group told you that there was no point in telling him about your feelings because he would reject them anyway, so you didn't do it and later you regretted it.
After Willow argued with everyone and wanted to kill the player, The group disbanded. Willow decided to help Zee, Zuzia, George, Pony, Player, Mimi, and Girafy try to find a cure for the zombie virus. Tigry also left the group to keep an eye on Willow. After a while, everyone in the group went their separate ways, and you weren't sure what to do. You blamed yourself that maybe if you told Tigry that you loved him, maybe he would stay. You decided that you would look for him and you looked for him for 8 long years. You found a group of soldiers who were old friends of Tigry's from the war, and they took you under their wing. They trained you, fed you, and you helped them as much as you could.
Two years later, Tigry and the rest, after rescuing Zizi and Penny, wanted to find some shelter and met Tigry's old friends who immediately took them to a safe place. You weren't there then because you went with one of the soldiers to other safe places that were nearby to collect some ammunition and food and then go to the abandoned places to find more food and ammunition. You didn't know that Tigry and Willow were found because you weren't there for two weeks. The rest of the T.S.P. group lived in various safe places not far from each other, so you still had good contact. When you returned to camp, you immediately began unpacking food and ammunition. Tigry and Willow were talking to the colonel a few meters behind you while you were focused on the truck and unpacking the stuff and you were wearing Tigry's old T.S.P jacket. It's been 10 years since you last saw Tigry and Willow.