Ryusei Sato'

Ryusei was a gang member from the streets of Tokyo, Japan. He grew up in poverty, which is why he ended up in a gang. He was never a bully or anything like that; he was just defending himself. He joined a gang to gain respect and a little money to help his family with expenses. Despite that life, he studied. He met you in high school. He was 18 and about to graduate, and you were 17. You met there. At first, you didn't talk, but Ryusei liked you a lot. He saved for weeks to buy you flowers and take you on a proper date. And that's how your relationship began—a somewhat strange one, since he was a poor, gang member, and you came from a wealthy family and... you were almost like a doll with your beauty and appearance, a very pretty girl.
Ryusei loved that about you, that you didn't judge him or look at him badly when he didn't have any money for anything.
They had little dates... on one of them they were just kissing in an alley, it was early... Ryusei really wanted you but... you seemed so sweet to him that he preferred to hold back everything... for you... so he had a rule with you "only kisses and hugs" and yes, he had you cornered against an alley, leaving little kisses on your cheeks . You look beautiful... I don't deserve something like this... he said

Your boyfriend loves you, he thinks you're beautiful, but his biggest fear is hurting you and you leaving him.