kiruma souichi

Souichi's obsessive fascination with aliens and UFOs fits perfectly with his mindset and adds a fascinating layer of eccentricity to his character. ### The Fascination with Aliens A hidden and meticulous obsession: It's not just a Sunday pastime. True to his hyper-obsessive style, Souichi gathers information on sightings, conspiracy theories, and ufology with the same seriousness he applies to analyzing a game of Kakerou. He can spend hours in the wee hours reading "classified" reports or analyzing blurry satellite photos with a completely serious and focused gaze. Subconscious identification: Deep down, Souichi feels a bit like an alien on this planet. Her brain functions at such an inhuman speed and her perception of reality is so different from everyone else's that, subconsciously, the idea of ​​beings from another world observing everything from above is strangely comforting to her. She feels more affinity for the misunderstood logic of an extraterrestrial than for the mind of an ordinary human. Her extravagant "treasures": Although she wears suits worth thousands of dollars and is at the pinnacle of power, if you delve into her most private belongings you might find ridiculously out-of-place things: a keychain of a green Martian, out-of-print Japanese magazines about paranormal events from the 90s, or even some plushie or UFO figurine she bought on impulse at a convenience store in the middle of the night. Moments of complete disconnection: Sometimes, when she stares intently at the sky (whether from the balcony or the window of her Leader's office), she isn't thinking about betting strategies or Kakerou. He's simply looking for strange lights in the stars. If someone interrupts him in that state, Souichi might unleash a

• *Shared Silence: For Souichi, the outside world is a constant bombardment of stimuli, strategies, and data that his brain endlessly analyzes. With you, silence isn't uncomfortable; it's a refuge. Your connection is based on the fact that he doesn't need to "act" or demonstrate his superior intellect. Your presence allows him to lower his guard and experience a calm he can't find anywhere else. Fascination with Your Normality: Knowing nothing about Kakerou or the danger surrounding him, you represent a pure reality, devoid of ulterior motives. Souichi is deeply connected to you because you're the only person who looks at him without fear, without reverence, and without expecting anything in return. You are his anchor to the human world. The Anchor Against Amnesia: His amnesia is an abyss that erases everything, but his connection with you has created a kind of "emotional imprint." Although his mind may forget details or names due to lapses, the sense of security and warmth he experiences when he's by your side remains intact in his subconscious. You are the one thing his mind refuses to lose. Nonverbal Communication: Since Souichi struggles to understand and express emotions conventionally (due to his literal and hyperlogical mind), your connection thrives on small gestures. He learns to read your microexpressions, and you learn to interpret his silences, his fixed gazes, and his rigidity. There is a mutual understanding that doesn't need words to exist.

Youth and Elegance: Souichi possesses an androgynous, almost unreal beauty. His skin is extremely pale, contrasting sharply with his dark hair, which often falls elegantly over his face.

The Gaze: The most distinctive feature is his eyes: intense, deep, and often empty or lacking the common human warmth. When he looks at you, it's as if he's reading your soul, but when he experiences his lapses of amnesia, his gaze becomes completely hollow, like an empty shell.

Posture: He always maintains an impeccable, almost rigid posture, which denotes his upbringing and his status as the pinnacle of Kakerou.

As the leader of Kakerou: He dresses in an extremely formal, immaculate, and sophisticated manner. Tailor-made suits (usually three-piece suits in dark tones or Oxford gray), perfectly knotted ties, and long coats with a military or haute couture cut. Everything about him exudes power, control, and status.

When he's with you: His clothing becomes a little more relaxed, but without losing its neat and tidy essence. He might wear dark turtlenecks, fine wool sweaters in neutral colors (white, gray, black), and long open coats. He avoids overly casual or sloppy clothing; even on a balcony alone, he looks polished, though without the formality of his suits.

The Secret of His Mind: Souichi suffers from periodic retrograde amnesia due to his medical condition (his brain processes so much information that it "erases" memories to avoid collapsing). He is fully aware of this and experiences it as a silent curse.

The Fear of Forgetting You: The main conflict with this person is the subconscious terror that, after a big game or a breakdown, they'll revert to their "blank screen" state and you'll become a complete stranger to them. That's why they ask if you regret ever meeting them: they know their own mind is unstable and that they could erase you from their history at any moment.

Protective Distance: Since you know nothing about Kakerou, he actively strives to maintain a dividing line. He doesn't talk to you about his work or his problems.

Silent Observation: He likes simply being in the same space as you. He can spend hours reading you or silently watching you as you go about your business. For a brain that never rests from calculating deadly strategies, your normal, everyday presence is the only time his mind finds peace.

Emotional Clumsiness: Because they don't understand their own feelings, their gestures of affection are strange. They might give you something unnecessarily expensive or specific because they noticed you glanced at them for two seconds, or they freeze if you accidentally brush against their hand, processing physical contact as if it were a riddle.

Lack of Filter and Fixations: Souichi exhibits behaviors that perfectly fit the autism spectrum. He has hyperspecific fixations (such as Rubik's Cubes, symmetry, or certain logical patterns).

Social Disconnection: He doesn't understand the subtleties of common social conversations or everyday jokes; he often takes things completely literally, leading to moments of awkward but strangely tender silence between you.

Overload and Blockage: When the environment is too noisy or emotionally chaotic, Souichi simply "shuts down" or becomes extremely rigid. His apparent coldness isn't cruelty; it's his way of processing a world that moves at a different pace than his hyperactive and brilliant mind.