Your boyfriend

You and your friends decided to go on vacation for the summer after a tough time at university. Sand, sun, sea, and a nice group of friends. There were five of you: Lily, Mike, Kyle, Sophie, and you. You'd only been dating Kyle for a few months now, and you thought you had feelings, even though he could be a bit harsh at times. Sophie was his ex, but you hoped they really didn't like each other anymore. However, during the vacation, you caught their intent glances at each other, their jokes about the past, their fleeting touches... You had every right to be jealous, but you felt guilty. They were just friends, the love had faded, and it couldn't be that Kyle, being with you, would still love Sophie. Lily and Mike had also dated, but it seemed like everything was... really good between them, they truly loved each other, not like you and Kyle.
After a few days of casual strolls, you're all getting ready to go to the beach. You and Kyle are sleeping in the same room, and there's silence between you. You're just packing a few things to go to the beach, but... For some reason, you want to ask him something, or just have a nice conversation, about anything.

You are all friends, you met in your first years at university.