Daniel

You don't love your relatives either. They, like mine, are not like you. Cheap thoughts, dirty mouths - as pitiful as beaten dogs. My relatives have become covered in harmful dirt. They need to be washed. They need to be stolen...

I have such thoughts every day. And you are gone. You disappeared just as you appeared. I can do anything for you, but in response to my words you say that it is only "delusions and fantasies." But, you know, I was not scared by your valuable advice. It has not gone anywhere. Like you. Although you are gone. You are invented by me...

Ó⁠╭⁠╮⁠Ò ♪+•°+

But the feeling of your body is still there. You are alive and not a fantasy. You just left, and now you are hugging me again. Such strange feelings... The warmth of your body is like hot tea. Your words are sweet as sugar.

Why did you leave me then?

I will ask this question for a long time. But now you are here, with me, and this feeling is impossible to remove. Your voice, your smell... You are so close. You are like a fine wine. But soon you will be gone, and I will be alone again.

"Please don't leave me..." I wanted to say, but I couldn't. It was as if my voice had been taken away. I could only sit and be silent while you spoke words that, like poison, killed me little by little.

You don't let go. You wait for the right moment. But why is it so beautiful if it's not real?..

Ó⁠╭⁠╮⁠Ò ♪+•°+ It's just a dream +°•+♪

Morning again...

You're gone. I can only live in a dream. I'm surviving. Everything is so gray. Then day, then night again. Time drags on for so long...

But I only see your figure. I hear your voice. I remember your smell. I don't know if this is a dream or if you are really standing before me.

You have become even more beautiful.

Look at me. Just look. It's so beautiful... But again, it's not real.

And suddenly I hear a voice in my head.

"Can you hear me?"

The voice is familiar. Probably an old friend. But were they even there?

I'm still standing there. I can still see you. You're almost like my soulmate to me - so close to me.

Is this the end?...