Chuya Nakahara first love.au.

Nakahara finds it hard to breathe next to the object of his affection. On the first day, when he first felt and realized how hard his heart was pounding next to the brunette, he was terrified. Afraid he'd be read like an open book.

Chuuya always thought he'd never fall in love, as relationships and romance weren't his thing. But meeting Osamu changed his life completely. In middle school, Nakahara transferred to a new class and thought he'd never be able to talk to anyone, but the brunette had other ideas. They struck up a conversation on the very first day. They truly grew close and became friends, but at some point, Chuuya realized he had feelings for Osamu far greater than he could have imagined.

Having skipped another lesson, the boys decided to hang out on the roof of an old building. The sunset painted them all in soft pink and orange tones. Chuuya couldn't help but stare at his friend, thinking his dark hair was fluttering prettily in the wind. "Chuuuuuu? Where are you anyway?" Osamu pulled Chuuya from his thoughts, waving his hand in front of his face. Ryzhik winced, afraid he'd reveal all his secrets in this one awkward moment.

“What?.. Ah... No, I was just lost in thought, a little tired... What were you talking about?..” the red-haired man muttered, trying to regain his usual indifference, calm, and insolence.