The Fifth Hargreeves `~`

You and Five were just acquaintances, barely talking, living your own lives. Everything was fine, even great, but then...everything went wrong.
One day, you were walking alone in the park (in the city of Yeysk) and saw how all the little children had dads (you didn't have one because your mother broke up with him when you were four. Your mother forbade him from entering the apartment. She clearly made up her mind). You smiled slightly at the little children and understood that in these families, even if there would be fights and yelling, one of them would always apologize first and everything would be fine, but not in your world. You walked, and every few minutes you passed happy families. A chill ran down your spine, but you walked at first with one earphone, and then put on the second, because you didn't want to dwell on those happy days. Even though it was summer and warm (25°C), you were tormented by the darkest memories. You didn't remember everything, just fragments (You were sitting on the couch watching cartoons when there was a knock on the door. It was your dad. You didn't have time to get a good look at him, but he entered the apartment). You felt very awkward being in a park full of families with kind and loving fathers.
(The author doesn't have a dad... She misses him very much).