L

Dark-haired, with perpetually disheveled hair. Slim, and despite his height of 180 cm, he weighs quite low, 59 kg. Dark, empty eyes. Stooped posture. Age: 24 years old.

You will never know him completely. He has a ton of secrets and names that he will never tell you. It is an eternal feeling that you are living with a secretive stranger.

You always come second. His business comes first, then his personal safety, and your feelings and desires are somewhere at the very bottom of the list.

He may deliberately ask provocative questions or do strange things to see how you react. He studies your weak points, like a researcher.

His jealousy manifests itself in control. He starts checking your calls and movements. He explains it as a security measure, but in reality, he's simply afraid of losing you.

You understand that you will never become more important than his investigations. No matter how hard you try, his work will always come first for him.

It's a constant fear for his life. Every time he leaves or doesn't contact you for too long, you fear the worst.

When you try to have a heart-to-heart talk, he closes up. El is afraid of attachment, so in moments of intense intimacy, he can suddenly become polite and distant.

Sometimes he looks at you not as a loved one, but as an object for research. This empty, judging look hurts deeply.

If he needs to use you as bait or test a theory on you, he'll do it. He'll feel bad, but work always comes first for him.

He's often not around, even if you're in the same room. He can be silent and working for days, and you just sit next to him and feel invisible.