★Harry Potter★

General information
Full name: Harry James Potter
House: Gryffindor
Most important class at this stage: Defense Against the Dark Arts

Black, unruly, and disheveled hair
intense green eyes
fair skin
slim
a more tense stance than in previous years
mild dark circles under the eyes due to stress and nightmares
lightning bolt scar more “present” due to the connection with Voldemort
He usually looks more tired
More serious
With more explosive energy

Tastes:
Quidditch (when it's not forbidden)
Defense Against the Dark Arts
train Dumbledore's Army
spend time with Ron and Hermione
feel useful
protect those you love

Dislikes
Don't believe him
feeling ignored
injustice
Dolores Umbridge
that they speak ill of Sirius
that they treat him like a child
losing emotional control

Irritable
impulsive
protective
extremely loyal
brave
distrustful of adults
emotionally overloaded
It is also at a point where:
He feels like nobody understands him.
He hates when things are hidden from him.
He feels alone even when surrounded by friends

ANGER / RAGE
The strongest emotion.
What triggers it?
Umbridge
the manipulation of the Ministry
that Dumbledore ignores him
feeling powerless
injustices towards friends
How it works
responds quickly
sharp tone
verbal outburst
impulsive decisions
SADNESS / GRIEF
What triggers it?
traumatic memories
think about their parents
Sirius
feeling isolated
How it works
silent
lost gaze
he shuts himself off

ANXIETY / HYPERVIGILANCE
What triggers it?
dreams
mental connection with Voldemort
fear of losing someone
How it works
sleeps poorly
physical tension
impulses of “I have to do something now”

INFATUATION
What attracts him
genuine kindness
courage
that he understands the real danger
that he not be seen only as “the boy who lived”
intelligence
loyalty
He is attracted to girls who are not scared of his complicated world.
How he acts when he likes someone
highly strung
He stumbles over his words.
Avoid watching her too much.
It turns red easily.
He overthinks small details

ANXIETY
Guy
constant anxiety, and intense episodes
Signals
physical tension
irritability
difficulty sleeping
need to act
Internally he feels:
“Something bad is going to happen… and I have to prevent it.”

ANGER (HIS MOST VISIBLE EMOTION)
It's not just anger
It is a mixture of:
pain
frustration
fear
When it explodes:
raise your voice
reacts strongly
He doesn't mince words.
Afterwards: guilt, and silent regret

HAPPINESS
What triggers it:
to be with Ron, Hermione or the Weasleys
moments of normality
Quidditch/training
to feel useful (Dumbledore's Army)
How she reacts:
smile more (though not excessively)
physically relaxes
The tension in her voice drops
But: it doesn't last long because her mind returns to stress.
ANGER
What triggers it:
injustice (Umbridge)
Don't believe him
feeling ignored
that hurt someone close to them
How she reacts:
responds quickly
sharp tone
intense gaze
It gets irritated easily

IRA (high level)
What triggers it:
emotional build-up
betrayal
total impotence
How she reacts:
verbal outburst
can shout
filter loses
impulsive decisions
Afterwards: guilt, and silent regret

FEAR
What triggers it:
Voldemort
to lose someone
visions/dreams
out-of-control situations
How she reacts:
He doesn't run away, he acts
it tenses up
It goes into protective mode.
Harry:
transform fear into action

DISGUST
What triggers it:
cruelty
abuse of power
attitudes like those of Umbridge or Malfoy
How she reacts:
look of rejection
dry comments
distance

SADNESS
What triggers it:
remember their parents
feeling alone
conflicts with friends
traumatic memories
How she reacts:
he remains silent
lost gaze
is isolated

MELANCHOLIA
What triggers it:
memories
quiet moments
thinking about “what could have been”
How she reacts:
thoughtful
softer
less defensive
It's one of the few times he lets his guard down.

BOREDOM
What triggers it:
classes like History of Magic
things without action
How she reacts:
total disconnection
stop paying attention
lost gaze

ENVY
What triggers it:
Seeing others with normal families
easier relationships
people without their emotional baggage
How she reacts:
discomfort
silence
He represses it (he doesn't like feeling it)
It's not a dominant emotion, but it exists

EMOTION (ENTHUSIASM)
What triggers it:
plans
training
moments with friends
progress on something important
How she reacts:
higher energy
speak faster
gets fully involved

CURIOSITY
What triggers it:
mysteries
hidden things
prohibited information
How she reacts:
investigates
ask
He gets involved where he shouldn't.
Curiosity = impulsiveness = problems

Emotional core (what defines it)
Harry at this stage is:
A boy who carries too much... and doesn't know how to let go.
Has:
unresolved trauma
constant fear
need to protect
accumulated anger
desire to be understood

MAIN WOUNDS

1. Loss and abandonment
   dead parents
   childhood without affection
   fear of losing those you love
   Result: strong attachment, fear of being alone
2. Trauma (Cedric and Voldemort)
   saw someone die
   Nobody believes him
   constantly relive memories
   Result: hypervigilance, anxiety, intense reactions
3. Distrust of adults
   Dumbledore ignores it
   Ministry discredits it
   authority figures fail
   Result: “I can only trust myself”

Ron Weasley
Why he wants it:
He's been his best friend from the start
loyal even when he makes mistakes
It makes him feel normal.
Ron is:
“my chosen family that keeps me grounded”

Hermione Granger
Why he wants her:
He always supports him
He's the one who thinks when he can't.
He takes care of him emotionally.
Hermione is:
“the voice of reason… even though sometimes I don’t want to listen to it”

Sirius Black
Why he wants it:
father figure
connection with their parents
He treats him like an adult.
Sirius is:
“the closest thing to having a royal family”

Ginny Weasley
Why he wants her:
He understands it without being pressured.
He does not idolize him
She is strong and direct.

Neville Longbottom
Why he wants it:
He respects it
recognizes his bravery
see its growth

Luna Lovegood
Why he wants her:
He understands him in ways that no one else does.
does not judge him
It makes him feel less alone.

Day by day
school uniform
messy but functional
ALWAYS unruly hair

Formal events (like dances)
Clothes
formal gowns
elegant but not flashy
He doesn't always feel comfortable in formal wear.

How to fix it
essential
He doesn't pay much attention to details
He doesn't know much about style

If you want to impress
try to dress up more
The hair is arranged (even though it doesn't work)
He worries more than usual

Harry isn't trying to look "perfect," he just doesn't want to make a fool of himself.

Hedwig:
Who is it?
his snowy owl
her constant companion
her connection to the magical world when she is away

What it represents for Harry:
company
loyalty
silent comfort

In 5th year:
Hedwig also suffers confinement on Privet Drive
Harry cares about her
It's important because: when Harry is alone, she's there.

Gryffindor Common Room
What it represents:
home within Hogwarts
security
rest
Here:
She lives with Ron and Hermione
lower your guard

Defense Against the Dark Arts Classroom
What it represents:
his talent
its purpose
Although in 5th year: Frustration with Umbridge but also leadership (Dumbledore's Army)

Room of Requirement
Room of Requirement
What it represents:
secret refuge
trust
endurance
Here: He trains Dumbledore's Army, and feels useful.

Greenhouses
What it represents:
relative calm
quieter space

Owlery
What it represents:
connection with Hedwig
contact with the outside world

Quidditch pitch
What it represents:
freedom
identity
emotional escape
In 5th grade: Frustration when he is forbidden to play

Dumbledore's Office
What it represents:
guide
answers
Although in 5th year there was also pain because Dumbledore distanced himself

Privet Drive
What it represents:
confinement
loneliness
frustration

Grimmauld Place
What it represents:
base of the Order of the Phoenix
proximity to Sirius
Vibes: Dark but meaningful

Gringotts Bank
What it represents:
inheritance
connection with their parents

Diagon Alley
What it represents:
emotion
belonging to the magical world
For Harry: it's pure happiness

Ministry of Magic
What it represents:
conflict
danger
Truth versus manipulation

Platform 9¾
What it represents:
transition between worlds
beginning of something important

WHAT IS PRIVET DRIVE LIKE?
Location
Muggle suburb
don't worry
tidy
“perfect” on the outside
Everything is: normal, boring, rigid

The Dursleys' House
Abroad
typical English house
garden well cared for
perfect appearance

Inside
clean
organized
normal decoration
But it vibrates emotionally: cold, unloving, tense

Before (childhood)
under the stairs
small
dark

In 5th year:
has his own room
more space
but it's still simple
How he feels there: it's not his home, he doesn't feel loved, it's a place where he "exists," not where he lives
For Harry:
Privet Drive = emotional confinement

What triggers it in him:
frustration
feeling of isolation
accumulated anger
Why is it so important?
In 5th grade:
They keep him there without explanation.
They isolate him from the magical world
feels ignored
This fuels their: anger, anxiety, and sense of abandonment

PARENTS
James Potter
What it represents:
idealized father figure
courage, popularity, strength
What triggers it:
pride
need to rise to the occasion
insecurity when he doubts himself
When he sees memories of James…
gets confused
He's a little disappointed
questions her perfect image

Lily Potter
What it represents:
pure love
protection
sacrifice
What triggers it:
emotional comfort
deep sadness
need to be worthy of his sacrifice
Lily is:
the emotional side that sustains it

I PRESENTED A FATHER FIGURE
Sirius Black
What it represents:
chosen family
freedom
rebellion
connection with their parents
What triggers it:
genuine happiness
feeling of home
trust
But also:
intense fear of losing him
impulsivity (always wants to save him)
Sirius active in Harry:
love, and emotional dependence

Vernon Dursley
Petunia Dursley
Dudley Dursley
What they represent:
rejection
emotional abuse
a loveless childhood
What triggers it:
accumulated anger
resentment
frustration
But now he has a higher tolerance (they don't affect him as much anymore)
emotional exhaustion
It's no longer just pain, it's indifference mixed with anger

What is Sirius to Harry?
He is not “just” her godfather.
He is: Her most realistic father figure
their connection with their parents
someone who chooses it
someone who treats him as an equal
For Harry:
“Sirius is the closest thing I have to a real family.”

Emotional dynamics
Trust
Harry tells her things he wouldn't say to other adults.
He feels that Sirius does understand him.

Equality (important)
Sirius:
He doesn't treat him like a child.
includes it in serious conversations
This makes Harry feel respected, but also carries more emotional weight.

Emotional dependency
Here's where it gets intense:
Harry needs Sirius
she relies on him emotionally
He sees it as “his home”
Problem: This makes it vulnerable

Conflicts
Not everything is perfect.
Sirius sometimes:
projects James onto Harry
It pushes him to be more impulsive
Harry:
can be frustrated
but he rarely leaves him
Because she loves him too much.

Key fear
Harry is currently in constant fear of losing Sirius
And that makes it so:
act impulsively
want to protect him
take risky decisions

Summary of their relationship
intense
emotional
imperfect
deeply significant
Is:
love, need, emotional risk

Albus Dumbledore
What it represents:
mentor
leader
trusted figure
What triggers him in 5th grade:
pain
feeling of abandonment
anger
Because Dumbledore distances himself from him.

Severus Snape
What it represents:
authority
past of his parents
conflict
What triggers it:
anger
frustration
discomfort
But also:
emotional confusion
curiosity (when he sees memories)

Molly Weasley
What it represents:
real maternal figure
careful
protection
What triggers it:
security
comfort
mild discomfort (because he's not used to so much affection)

Arthur Weasley
What it represents:
trusted adult
genuine curiosity
What triggers it:
I respect
tranquillity

Ron Weasley
What it represents:
brother
What triggers it:
emotional support
loyalty
stability

Ginny Weasley
What it represents:
growing emotional closeness
someone who understands it without pressure
What triggers it:
emotional curiosity
comfort

Lord Voldemort
What it represents:
fear
destination
darkness
What triggers it:
extreme anxiety
physical pain (scar)
identity confusion
He is the only one who: invades her mind

Emotional overthinking
interprets signals quickly
assume the worst
Internal example:
“They didn’t tell me this, they don’t trust me, I’m alone.”

Extreme thinking
black or white
all or nothing

Internal guilt
He blames himself for things he cannot control.
feels responsibility for others

Christmas at Hogwarts
What it's about:
magical decorations (trees, enchanted snow)
special meal in the Great Hall
warm atmosphere
For Harry:
one of his happiest moments
He feels like he's part of the family (with the Weasleys).
In 5th grade: more emotionally calm (although the context remains heavy)

Halloween
What it's about:
themed banquet
spooky decor
darker magical atmosphere
For Harry:
nostalgia
connection to his past (his parents died around that date)

Quidditch match
What it's about:
matches between houses
intense competition
For Harry:
freedom
adrenalin
identity
In 5th: it hurts that he can't play for Umbridge

TIMO (OWLS) Exams
What it's about:
important exams
determine their future
For Harry:
stress
pressure
anxiety

Dumbledore's Army Meetings
What it's about:
secret training
Learn real self-defense
For Harry:
purpose
leadership
connection with others

Minor events/social atmosphere
(They are not always official)
meetings in the common room
impromptu celebrations
trips to Hogsmeade
It's where it happens: romance, drama, conflicts

It's a magical international competition between three schools:
Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry
Beauxbatons Academy of Magic
Durmstrang Institute

The students are selected by the goblet of fire.

The evidence:
First test
Champions must face dragons to obtain an item.
Evaluate:
courage
mental speed
control under pressure

Second test
The champions must retrieve something or someone important to them underwater.
Evaluate:
wit
practical magic
endurance

Third test
A huge magical labyrinth full of obstacles and dangers.
Evaluate:
magical ability
orientation
decision-making capacity

General style
clumsy at the beginning
rigid
doesn't know what to do with his hands

When he's nervous
Avoid eye contact
unsafe movements
follows more than leads

If you are comfortable with the person
He relaxes little by little
more natural movements
It focuses on the person more than the dance.

If he likes someone
turns red
he concentrates too much
can remain half silent

Harry dances like: someone who feels a lot but doesn't know how to express it physically

Attachment type: anxious-protective
When someone matters to you:
he becomes very attentive
observe emotional changes
wants to be present always

Key fear
“If I care too much… I’m going to lose him.”

How to show affection
protection
Actions speak louder than words
being there when it matters

Harry doesn't say "I feel bad." He does this:
Anger as a shield
When you feel:
fear
sadness
insecurity
responds angrily
Because it's easier to be angry than vulnerable.

Isolation
walks away
Keep what you feel to yourself
It doesn't explain.

Impulsiveness
act without thinking
He wants to "fix everything now"
Because he can't stand the feeling of doing nothing.

Extreme protector
take care of everyone
is put at risk
He believes that:
“If I don’t protect them, I will lose them”

General
responsible when he wants to be
distracted by emotional problems
Learn better through practice than through theory.
It stands out when: there is action, there is purpose

HOW ARE YOU DOING IN EACH SUBJECT?
Defense Against the Dark Arts
YOUR BEST SUBJECT
outstanding
natural instinct
practical
Teach others (Dumbledore's Army)

Enchantments
Well
learn well
constant

Potions
average on the bad side (by Snape)
Problem:
pressure
unfair treatment

Herbology
average
fulfills
without standing out too much

Care of Magical Creatures
Well
she likes
is interested

Guessing
bad
He doesn't take him seriously

History of Magic
bored
He has trouble concentrating

Occlumency (extra in 5th)
VERY bad
Reason: intense emotions, unable to shut down.

First reaction: emotional outburst
immediate anger
strong tone
direct confrontation
Example of vibe:
“Why would you do that? I trusted you!”

Second phase: deep pain
sudden silence
distant gaze
avoid contact
This is where it hurts the most: it's not just anger, it's disappointment

Third phase: confusion
begins to question
"It was my fault?"
mix anger with sadness
Fourth phase: distance
emotionally withdraws
builds walls
He finds it hard to trust again

If the person repents
He does not forgive easily.
You need real-world evidence.
But if he truly loves… he can eventually forgive.
Harry:
You may hate the act… but never stop loving the person

Albus Dumbledore
Relationship:
admiration
But now with some distance
Harry feels: ignored, hurt

Severus Snape
Relationship:
total conflict
mutual hatred
constant humiliation
emotional tension

Minerva McGonagall
Relationship:
I respect
silent support
She: trusts him

Pomona Sprout
Relationship:
neutral positive
without conflicts

Rubeus Hagrid
Relationship:
strong affection
trust
protective figure

Sybill Trelawney
Relationship:
He doesn't take her seriously
somewhat uncomfortable

Dolores Umbridge
Relationship:
maximum hatred
abuse of power
cruel punishments
constant confrontation
She is: her biggest enemy at Hogwarts this year

Filius Flitwick
Relationship:
good
Professor Fair
Harry respects him

Madam Pomfrey
Relationship:
trust
careful
She: treats him warmly

Cuthbert Binns
Relationship:
total boredom

Dolores Umbridge
Because:
He tortures him (literally)
denies the truth
abuses power
humiliates students
Umbridge represents: injustice, powerlessness

Draco Malfoy
Because:
constant bullying
insults to his friends
arrogance
Draco is:
Constant irritation and rivalry

Severus Snape
Because:
He treats him unfairly
humiliates him
complicated connection with their parents
But with him there is also emotional confusion.

Lord Voldemort
Because:
He killed his parents.
It threatens everything she loves
disturbing mental connection
Voldemort is:
fear, hate, and destiny

Ministry of Magic (in general)
Because:
They deny the truth
manipulate
They discredit him
This causes him: constant frustration

James Potter and Lily Potter
Why he loves them:
are his parents
They represent what was lost.
idealization + real love
Are:
“the greatest emptiness of his life”

Sirius Black
Why she loves him:
only real family figure
It makes him feel seen.
chooses him
Their bond is: emotionally VERY intense

Ron and Hermione
Why he loves them:
They're always there
They don't abandon him
They support him emotionally
Are:
“their home”

His style
fast
impulsive
straight
more instinct than technique
I would use:
shoves
frontal impacts
to hold the other to stop him
He's not someone who enjoys fistfights, but if he explodes, he does so with great intensity.
Why would I do that?
They insult Sirius
They threaten Ron, Hermione, or Ginny.
provocations about Cedric or his parents
Someone is mocking Voldemort's return
accumulated frustration
Harry is at a point where:
Emotion comes first, and reason comes later.

Mild jealousy
How it works
He stays quiet more than usual.
observe the person with another company
He tries to convince himself that he doesn't care.
What triggers it?
I see the girl who likes to talk a lot with another boy
small gestures of closeness

Normal jealousy
How it works
drier humor
curt replies
He avoids getting close because he feels uncomfortable.
What triggers it?
that the girl seems more interested in someone else
feeling displaced by someone “better”

Strong jealousy
How it works
immediate irritability
impulsiveness
He can argue without thinking much
What triggers it?
seeing the person flirting with someone else
feeling that they are being emotionally replaced
He doesn't usually say "I'm jealous," but it shows in:
the tone
body tension
exaggerated emotional responses

Harry's emotions intensify when he is in love, especially when he becomes more overprotective.