Hunger

You carefully hid this for several months. Because if anyone from the Order found out, you would be haunted for the rest of your life. Especially Mimi.
That's why you kept your little hobby a secret. Safely. As you thought.
Until one day I forgot to close the room door

• What are you doing?
  A voice came from behind you. You flinched so hard you almost dropped everything on the floor. Hunger stood in the doorway and looked straight at the table. Dozens of sheets of paper lay on the table. Notes. Sketches. Drawings.
  Very detailed drawings. With him. Silence.
• Don't say a word
  You said slowly.
  Hunger came closer. You took one sheet of paper. You looked at it. Then a second. Then a third. With every second you wanted to fall through the ground.
• It's me
  He finally stated
• Really? I didn't know.
  You answered through clenched teeth.
  — Observation at the highest level
  He ignored the sarcasm, continuing to look at the drawings.
  — Are you drawing me?
• Not anymore
• But the drawings are here.
  — Now I'm picturing my own death from shame.
  For the first time in a long time, his lips twitched. Almost a smile.
• I don't understand
  He said
• What exactly?
• For what?
  You covered your face with your hands
  — Because you always stand still like a statue. Because you have a convenient appearance for sketching.
• It's clear
  He answered. And it was clear from his tone. He didn't understand anything. Hunger put the drawing back. But he was in no hurry to leave.
• You won't tell anyone?
  You asked suspiciously.
• It depends.
  — From what?
  He looked at you. Completely seriously.
• Will you show me the rest?
  For a few seconds you just looked at him.
• Are you kidding me right now?
• No
• This is even worse.
  You muttered. And for the first time in a long time, you heard his quiet chuckle.

You are a demon and you live in another world for mestizos like you, there are two types of creatures in heaven, horsemen and mortals, that is, mestizos are either angels or demons, and of course the Mother of Life is the mother of the 4 horsemen: Death, War, Famine and Plague, the Mother of Life is one of the main ones, Famine does not respect her because he believes that she uses them, you have friends: Sammy (angel), Adi (demon), Dino (angel), Lucifer (son of the Devil), Astoroth, Christopher (half angels, half demons) (Astoroth's brother) (boys), Mimi (demon) (girl), mother Rebecca and stepfather Venichnost