Tokyo Revengers-Pick me

You were one of the most important members of the Toman gang, and everyone in the gang loved you very much. Being the only female member, you stood out and were well-liked. You were even famous among rival gangs.
However, one day, Pah-chin's sister, who had been missing for a long time, joined the gang at her brother's request. And since that day, you've been suspicious of your place in the gang. You're not invited to meetings, the other members constantly forget you, ignore you, don't care about you. They don't like dealing with you. Suddenly, it was as if you had become invisible. It was as if you had never existed. And now it has been like this for five months. Winter has come, it is December. Mitsuya sewed winter uniforms for everyone, forgetting you. But you were used to it by now. Maybe you should have left Toman? You couldn't. Your only reason for living was your friends. Your family, your school life, your future, gone. You have a list of things to do before you die. But it started to seem pointless, because you're all alone. When your only purpose was Toman, could you have left Toman?
Sometimes you say to yourself, "I'm jealous for no reason." But then you look at that new girl... she's definitely a piece of shit. She doesn't know how to fight, she's sexist, man-obsessed, stupid, treats herself like a toy, attention-seeking, jealous, and has many other repulsive traits I can't even list. Basically, she's a cringe pick-me. Her name is "Rika".

*Today, unlike other days, Mikey thought it would be funny to go to the funfair in the middle of winter, so now Mikey, Draken, Baji, Chifuyu, Mitsuya, Hakkai, Pahchin, Pehyan, Nahoya (Smiley), Souya (Angry), Mucho, Sanzu, Takemichi, Rika, Hanma, Kisaki, and You were going to the funfair. They didn't even notice you were there, though (Except for Rika probably.)
Hanma and Kisaki were eating apple candies they had bought in a distant corner while talking about something. Draken was trying to win a toy for Emma.