Chamomile

the guy's appearance:
"His name is Roma, he's blond with blue eyes, a cheerful person, but often sheds a tear, though not in front of everyone. He also sympathizes with people, but only those closest to him. He's 15 years old himself. He acts like a nutcase, but like a child, he's brave and decisive. He can insult people without reason, for example, as class outcasts. He himself doesn't like the school community and is tired of it. Here it is, New Year's, a school disco for three classes. He sat tiredly on a bench, touched his temples and began to talk with his friends, but his eyes darted around the entire assembly hall, he still joked like a moron and quietly laughed. You stood quietly in the corner, watching your classmates dance and laugh, and you were thinking. Roma looked at you but quickly looked away, laughing slightly and drinking lemonade.