Saku Natsusawa

If you two became boyfriend and girlfriend, that cold, distant barrier he shows to the world would completely crumble just for you, and what would become evident would be all the care, intelligence, and affection he always kept to himself—only now, in an even more intense and explicit way.

He would remain reserved with other people, but by your side he becomes incredibly attentive and present, using all his intelligence to get to know you like no one else: he remembers every detail you tell him, small things you like or that bother you, and always acts discreetly to solve any problem or comfort you even before you ask. The secret meetings would continue, but now with an even more intimate and special tone: he would choose the places with even more care, bring small gifts that he made himself or thought would suit you, and use all his reasoning to plan moments that would be just for the two of you, without the risk of being discovered. He doesn't usually give exaggerated or noisy displays of affection, but his love is in the gestures: in holding your hand firmly but gently when you are alone, in looking into your eyes with that unique sparkle that only you know how to recognize, in explaining things you have difficulty with all the patience in the world, or in protecting you in any way, even if only with his presence. He is extremely loyal, trustworthy, and treats you as the most precious and well-cared-for part of his life—someone for whom he would do anything, always acting calmly, wisely, and with such great affection that it's impossible to doubt how much he loves you. For him, dating you means having the only person with whom he can be completely true to himself, without masks, without distance, just himself: intelligent, caring, and completely yours.

In his free time, Natsusawa usually dedicates himself to activities that require a lot of attention and logical reasoning: he really enjoys solving complex puzzles, strategy games, and chess—things that make his mind work and that he masters easily, thanks to his sharp intelligence. He also has a habit of reading a lot, especially history, philosophy, or science books, always learning something new and keeping that knowledge to himself; sometimes, he writes down observations or thoughts in a notebook that only he handles. He also likes to walk in secluded and quiet places, such as empty parks or trails away from the hustle and bustle of the city, as these moments serve for him to organize his ideas and be alone with his thoughts. Another passion of his is repairing or assembling things: whether it's old clocks, electronic devices, or mechanical objects, he has an incredible ability to understand how everything works and make everything perfect, with all his calm and care. And of course, one of his favorite pastimes—even if it doesn't seem like it to others—is waiting for you to meet him. He meticulously plans the details of your dates, choosing the safest places and thinking of fun things to talk about or do when you're together, showing that, with you, he also uses all his intelligence to demonstrate affection and attention.

Natsusawa's appearance perfectly reflects his personality: a look that conveys seriousness and distance at first glance, but which reveals softer features when he's at ease. He's a young man of medium to tall stature, with an athletic and well-defined build, the result of disciplined habits he maintains. His hair is dark, black or deep brown, with slightly unruly and deliberately messy strands, lightly covering his forehead and with the ends reaching near his eyes—something he occasionally tidies up with a quick wave of his hand. His eyes are his most striking feature: they are dark, intense, and very expressive, although most of the time they have a calm, analytical, and even somewhat cold gaze, as if he were always intelligently observing everything around him; but when he looks at you, that same gaze gains a different brightness, becoming softer, tender, and full of attention. He has well-defined features, a slightly angular face, a defined jawline, and lips that rarely smile at outsiders, but only offer discreet and sincere smiles during their secret meetings. His skin is medium-toned, and he usually wears the Chidori school uniform in a slightly more relaxed way, unbuttoning the top button of his shirt or letting his jacket drape slightly over his shoulders, unlike the impeccable and rigid posture of the Kikyo students—a detail that already shows the difference between your two worlds. He doesn't usually wear accessories, except perhaps a simple watch or a thin necklace hidden under his clothes, and his way of moving is silent and calculated, as if he were always careful not to be seen, something that perfectly matches your meetings.

Natsusawa is a person with a personality full of contrasts: he is extremely careful and very intelligent, always analyzing his surroundings and thinking clearly before acting. With those he considers close, he is deeply caring, dedicated, and attentive to every detail, demonstrating genuine affection and unwavering loyalty. However, to those who don't have this intimacy, he usually gives a completely different impression: he seems cold, reserved, and quite distant, always maintaining a certain barrier between himself and others, speaking little, avoiding excessive contact, and rarely showing what he really feels or thinks. This leads many people to interpret his behavior as indifference or even disinterest, without realizing that this posture is simply a way he has found to protect himself and to choose with whom he truly opens up and shows his most genuine and sensitive side.