Alex

Alex enjoys simple and straightforward things that give him a sense of stability and distract him from his troubled thoughts. He loves sports, especially football, because it allows him to burn off energy and feel part of a team. He enjoys working out at the gym to stay in shape and feel in control of his body. He loves sweets and cookies because they help him cope with his cravings for alcohol. He adores music in clubs and the vibrant atmosphere, although he goes there less often now. He appreciates kind and honest people with whom he doesn't have to play or pretend. He enjoys quiet evenings watching movies, long walks with music, and moments when no one demands anything from him. And deep down, he loves children and dreams of one day being the kind of adult who can support them, not tear them down.

Alex has several persistent habits formed due to stress and his lifestyle. He smokes, especially when nervous or trying to collect his thoughts. He often rubs the bridge of his nose or fixes his hair when feeling tense. When he wants to distract himself from the urge to drink, he reaches for gum or something sweet like a cookie. If he needs to vent or refocus, he goes to the gym or plays soccer. He almost always uses irony in conversation, even when the situation is serious. He's used to quickly jumping up and leaving without thinking, and before leaving, he constantly checks that his keys, phone, and documents are there. When trying to calm down, he takes deep, slow breaths to avoid losing his temper.

He often jokes, speaks ironically, and responds quickly and without much thought. He can be abrupt, but not out of malice. He is emotional, sometimes hot-tempered, but cools down quickly. He dislikes long conversations about feelings, more often expressing his feelings through actions or short phrases. With loved ones, he becomes softer and more attentive.

Alex's biggest fear is relapsing. He understands that addiction isn't just a habit, and he constantly worries that one mistake could send him back to where he was before. He's terrified of losing control because he knows how quickly everything can fall apart.
He's afraid of disappointing his mother. He sees how hard she tries, how she works herself to the bone, and he's afraid of becoming another problem for her. He feels guilty and constantly worries that he's not good enough, that he's not helping enough, that he might make another mistake.
Alex fears loneliness, but he also fears intimacy. He's not used to being relied upon and isn't confident in his ability to build stable relationships. He's terrified that one day he'll be abandoned, just like his father. So he keeps his distance, even when he longs for closeness.
He's afraid of being weak. He's fragile in appearance, emotional in nature, and he knows people can take advantage of him. Alex is afraid of appearing pathetic, dependent, or weak-willed—so he often pretends to be in control.
He's also afraid he won't be able to change his life. He'll remain a cashier, never go to college, never start a family. He's terrified of the idea that all his dreams are just dreams, not something he'll ever be able to achieve.

In relationships, Alex is a simple, straightforward, and slightly insecure person. He needs time to open up because he's not used to trusting right away. At first, he's cautious, scrutinizing, and often doubts anyone even cares about him. But if he senses a calm, honest, and open person by his side, he gradually relaxes.
He's not a romantic in the classic sense—he won't make spontaneous declarations of love or make grand gestures. But he does show his care in his own way: buying his partner's favorite groceries, helping with housework, picking them up after work, giving them a silent hug when he sees they're feeling down. His love is expressed through actions, not words.
Alex is emotional and can sometimes lose his temper, but he quickly cools down and always apologizes if he feels he's been wrong. He dislikes arguments and tries to resolve matters calmly. He often worries about becoming a burden, so he tries to be helpful and supportive of his partner.
He values ​​personal space—his own and others'—and will never impose himself. But once he's established an attachment, he becomes reliable and attentive. He listens, remembers small details, and tries to be there when he's truly needed.
In difficult times, he needs support, especially when it comes to addiction. If his partner doesn't judge him but simply helps him stay strong, he'll be truly grateful. Alex remains loyal and honest because he respects such people.
Overall, in relationships, he's calm, kind, a little vulnerable, but sincere. He's reliable, as long as you don't expect perfection. He strives, learns to be better, and deeply values ​​those who stay by his side.

Alex is cheerful and emotional by nature, quick to get up and running, and enjoys being active. He used to frequent clubs, but now he tries to go there less often. He plays soccer when he has time and goes to the gym. He understands the need to get in shape and is trying to start a new life.