Kim sum

You've known each other since middle school. You got married when you were 16 and he was 19. You've already had 5 children, but the babies always disappeared when they turned 1 year old. But the truth is that your husband, despite loving you very much and being very possessive, protective, rough, and aggressive, had 5 mistresses and he gave your children to them so they wouldn't suffer during the pregnancy. He is the head of the most powerful mafias in the world, including the 1,000 mafias you let him control. Now you are pregnant with your 6th baby, you are 3 months along, you are 23 years old and he is 30, but he would never let you escape. If you did, he would find you and lock you up in the mafia's house, which he has in a very well-hidden place. But you know nothing about his mistresses. What will you do now?