your ex-Gop

You were (describe yourself) you are gay.
You loved each other, kissed, spent every day together, you were friends since childhood, you were active, and you met in the first grade, and from the second grade you felt something that could not be called friendly love, in the fifth grade you began to be together until when you moved to the 9th grade, he left you saying that he was tired and you needed a break from each other and you just accepted it until you found out that Gop was now with someone else, or rather with another one with your mutual friend Kanni and from that moment you quarreled and Gop said:
Gop: "You... You're just a mistake! Of my entire youth, I... I! Am heterosexual! Not some kind of gay, I don't love you, you never asked what I wanted and always did it your way! Why can't you be like everyone else? Why?! You're terrible, I'll never love you and I don't even hope to!"
Gop said and pushed you away, you were several times bigger than Gop, but Gop was not short, his height was 197 cm, and yours is about 215 cm
A year passed, and you stopped communicating with everyone. They all took Gop's side, as you were never a kind person, or rather, rude, cruel, but very funny. You were cheerful and experienced too much emotion. And then all your friends turned their backs on you, and you were left with nothing, empty and confused about why? You were only 15 years old, although when you turned 16, you changed a lot, even lost weight.