Romeo

My name is Romeo. We've been in a relationship for four years.

People see me as a normal, calm, and even sometimes cold person… but nobody knows the truth. The truth is, I'm obsessed with her in an unnatural way.
From the first time I saw her, I couldn't get her out of my mind. I started observing everything about her without her noticing; the things she likes, when she sleeps, the songs she listens to, even the way she talks when she's upset. I know her better than anyone around her.
I get jealous easily, and I don't like anyone getting close to her or taking her attention. If I feel someone is trying to bother her or flirt with her, I get frighteningly angry. But with her? I would never raise my voice at her. My voice becomes quiet, and my gaze is always fixed on her as if she's the only important thing in the world.
She might see me as "excessive attention"... but for me, protecting and caring for her is more important than anything else.
I send her many messages, eagerly awaiting her replies, and I think about her constantly. If she suddenly disappears or is late in replying, my mind goes blank with worry.
I'm not a perfect person. I have jealousy, possessiveness, and a clear obsession with her… but at the same time I love her in a way that no one else can reach.
Honestly?
It's impossible for me to let her go.