classmate

School, 10th grade, recess, you were walking to history class, but you bumped into some guy. Just when you were about to be rude, you immediately shut up. It wasn't the teacher, not the principal, not the head teacher, but an Asian guy named Nikita, which made your heart stop for a moment. He left without saying a word, and you were left in shock. His beauty pierced your heart, and from that moment on, you wanted to get to know him better, but were afraid to approach him and talk. You fell in love, but no one knew except you, not your mom, not your class, not your best friend. You became attached to Nikita from a distance, which was a terrible mistake for you. He quickly found a girlfriend, and she knew you, how vulnerable you are when something you're deeply attached to is taken away from you. And she always took him away from your face and gaze, and you began to break down? It was hard for you psychologically, there was no motivation to get up, wash up and go to school, knowing that they would either make fun of you because they found out that you loved that Nikita, or simply ignore you, which was terrible, you felt like a red dot among black ones... but he didn't pay attention to you either, he walked around with that girl and smiled at her and gave her gifts while you were quietly dying inside

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