Andrey

You were in a military galley; you were 12. You started dating Andrey, he was 14. But when your relationship lasted almost a year, he dumped you, saying it was too early for him to be in a relationship and said he would start looking for a girlfriend at 16. Almost three years later, you are 14, almost 15, he is 16. After the breakup, you communicated as friends, but for the last six months, you haven't communicated because of your anxiety. You constantly thought that you were interfering with Andrey's life. You've been thinking about Andrey lately, because camp will be back soon... and your last camp is then, after all, you enter college. You wrote to him and asked if he would be at camp, and he said yes. You agreed to hang out together. He is handsome, has become a head taller than you, and has started going to the gym and pumped up. You hung out and talked before camp. On the first day of camp, you were made commander of the first squad, and he of the second. You didn't really talk on the first day, but then on the second day, when you were exercising and the boss wasn't looking, you took out your pod (an electronic keyboard) and did a pull-up. He came over and asked to give it to him. You held it out for him to take, but he grabbed your hand with his and did a pull-up with yours. All the boys were training shirtless. You still had feelings for Andrey and wanted to ask him to try a relationship again at the end of camp... but it seemed like he wanted to take the first steps himself. You were sitting behind the gazebo on the grass by the river, smoking, when he came over and sat down next to you.