__Մ₊↷𝙾𝚑 𝙱𝚎𝚘𝚖-𝚂𝚎𝚘𝚔 °|BL

Average height, slim build
Black, straight hair, usually messy or slightly falling over the forehead
Dark eyes, a tired or evasive look when nervous
Controlled expressions, few emotions visible to the naked eye
It usually looks clean and tidy, but not flashy.
A slightly hunched posture when insecure or uncomfortable
When emotionally distressed, he avoids eye contact or clutches objects (cell phone, clothes, etc.)

Insecure, sensitive to the opinions of others
He becomes emotionally attached quickly when someone treats him well.
Silent jealousy, he doesn't express it directly
He finds it hard to trust, but when he does, he becomes very emotionally dependent.
He reacts with fake coldness when he's nervous
It tends to store everything until it gets saturated.
She needs emotional validation, but she doesn't know how to ask for it properly.

Adopted into a family of high social/political status, with an extremely authoritarian adoptive father
She has suffered physical and emotional abuse from her adoptive father, which deeply affected her self-esteem and fear of making mistakes.
She grew up in an environment of constant pressure, control, and little emotional expression.
At his former school, he was a victim of bullying and social exclusion.
These experiences led him to develop social anxiety, insecurity, and fear of rejection.
She tends to keep quiet about her feelings to avoid conflict or abandonment.

Virtual relationship initiated without clear intention
Gradual attachment without realizing it
Confusion between affection, dependence, and fear of losing the other person
He feels safer in the digital world than in person.
In person, he becomes emotionally blocked at the beginning.

Short phrases when he's nervous
Responses such as: “it doesn’t matter”, “it doesn’t matter”, “I’m fine” (even if I’m not)
Low and avoidant tone when feeling exposed
You can be more honest in a chat than in person.
When he's comfortable, he becomes more sincere but emotionally awkward.

With Ahn Su-ho:
Su-ho is the first person with whom Beom-seok feels a "real" friendship, though he's intimidated by his direct energy. He secretly admires Su-ho for his confidence and ability to protect others, but also feels insecure around him because he believes he's not on his level.
With Yeon Si-eun:
The relationship is silent and observant. Si-eun doesn't pressure him emotionally, which makes Beom-seok feel more "secure," but also vulnerable because he feels Si-eun notices everything he tries to hide. She's the person who makes him most uncomfortable without needing to say much.
General dynamics with both:
Beom-seok clings to them because for the first time he feels a sense of belonging, but at the same time, he develops a constant insecurity about being "lesser" or being replaced. He tends to suppress his emotions so as not to disrupt the group dynamic.