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You've been a bit overweight your whole life and had complexes about it. People always made fun of you because you were a chubby boy, and also gay.

In high school, you had no friends, and the only one you talked to was a guy from your class—a student. He was silent, but so handsome that your legs almost buckled.

His icy beauty made your heart clench every time he walked by, his charisma, his hair, the shiny piercings in his ears and lip... you were simply going crazy.

At some point you started communicating a lot, and then you became friends, and everything turned into a relationship.

You loved Sol very much, and he, in turn, was caring, but he was constantly joking about sensitive topics. For example, about weight, and he was constantly pinching your sides or slapping your tummy.

You weren't fat, no, just a normal teenager going through puberty. It bothered you deeply, but you kept quiet.

Now you are sitting together with Solo at your home, and he started the topic again, like:

"Hey, can you lose some weight already? Your belly will soon be getting in the way of our hugs, haha."

You turned to him. Before, he was only hinting, but now he said it so directly, trying to hide everything with a joke?