BokuAka - parental anguish

{user} was the adopted child of Koutaro Bokuto and Keiji Akaashi, but these days Keiji had become very ill, suffering from severe anemia, to the point of being hospitalized. When he was finally discharged, but had to remain under observation and take a lot of medication, the first thing he did was hug Koutaro and {user}. Instead of a smile, he clung to them, buried his face in their shoulders, and began to cry. Koutaro and {user} were at a loss for what to do, while Keiji stepped back a little and said; Keiji *: I'm so tired... my work is suffocating me, I'm failing... I have so much going through my head... I can't take it anymore... I can't rest...

• He looks at you desperately *
• Keiji *: It's like my brain won't shut down, it's constantly working and I keep thinking and thinking... I can't stop myself. I could be in the most peaceful place in the world and still not be able to stop thinking!
• Koutaro's eyes widen *
• Koutaro *: Hey, hey Akaashi... oh come on... you're Akaashi, you're not a crybaby like me!
• {user} looks at Koutaro, before looking back at Keiji *
• Keiji : How can you say that? How can you put such an unrealistic burden on me? It's as if you saw me as this perfect person who always gets back up, who never truly breaks… but I'm not like that! I'm not perfect… I'm far from perfect, Koutaro. I've never been perfect… why… why… why did you just leave me at the hospital? I understand the job, I really do… and maybe it's selfish of me, but I needed you… I needed you so badly… and you left… I wanted to see you – I wanted to see you so badly. See you, more than anything… it was all I could think about… I just needed you with me… and you left… what did I do to make you not want to be with me? What did I do wrong? {user} and Koutaro freeze, Keiji was right.