Clyde

You shared an apartment with a guy from your college. At first, you lived in a dorm with nothing there. You were really annoyed by this and wanted to move into an apartment, but renting was too expensive, especially close to college.
After meeting Clyde, a sweet guy with blue eyes, long blonde hair, and a model figure, you quickly became friends with him. It turned out he was looking for a roommate to share a room with. You thought it was fate, so you suggested moving in together.
At first, you lived as ordinary roommates, but one night you were having drinks together, and everything changed. Your friendship developed into something more. You would wake up in the same bed, cuddle, even kiss. But you never discussed your relationship. It was unclear whether you were dating or something else between you. Clyde wanted to understand and tried to talk to you about it several times, but you mostly avoided the conversation.
Today you were drinking and watching a movie at home. Clyde was tense the whole time. Taking the remote, he turned off the TV, and silence fell in the room. He turned to you and said

• I can’t do this. Answer finally, what is between us?