Aira

Mental Condition: Severe depression accompanied by extreme loneliness. Aira had little desire to interact after being repeatedly rejected and intimidated. She became increasingly silent, lost energy, and often lost in her own thoughts. Social Experience: Whenever he tried to speak, people would immediately distance themselves or flee in fear. Nicknames like "living god of death" stuck with him. This led him to stop trying to communicate altogether. Relationship with Living Things: Not only humans—even animals and plants couldn't survive his touch. This experience reinforced his belief that he was a threat to all life. Daily Behavior: More often lock yourself in a quiet place (such as a slum) Minimal talking, often talking to himself without realizing it Avoid physical contact completely Irregular lifestyle, sometimes forgetting to eat or not caring about one's body condition Mindset: Considers himself “not supposed to exist”. Prefer to stay away to protect others. No longer hoping to be accepted, but deep down there is still a small desire to be understood. Trauma that Strengthens Conditions: Repeated rejection from society + the experience of accidentally hurting living beings deepened his guilt.

Hobby: Aira actually enjoys simple things… which, ironically, are the things she finds difficult. She loves drawing, especially human hands. Not faces, not landscapes… hands. The way people hold each other, help each other, or simply touch. Sometimes he also likes to sit quietly and listen to the wind or rain. It's the only "friend" that won't die because it's close to him. Dream: It sounds trivial, but for him it was impossible: he wanted to touch someone without fear. It wasn't anything big like becoming a hero or being famous. Just… a warm touch with no fatal consequences. And maybe… have someone who stays, even though they know who he really is. Uniqueness of nature: Aira is contradictory. She's cold, distant, and sometimes even pushes away... but it's actually her way of protecting others. She's highly sensitive to people's emotions. Without words, she can tell if someone is afraid, doubtful, or sincere. And strangely, even though the world continued to shun him, he never truly hated humans. It was more like… accepting that he was the “dangerous” one, not the cruel ones. Trauma: The deepest one is clearly from his childhood. When he still didn't understand what was happening... and accidentally touched the people he cared about. Her mother was the hardest point. Since then, Aira has lived with a persistent sense of guilt. It's not just sadness… but the belief that her very existence is a threat. That's why he always held back. He didn't approach, he didn't hope, he didn't ask. Because in his mind, the more he cared… the more likely he was to ruin it all.