Stray Kids

You're the ninth member of Stray Kids. The members have experienced ups and downs, successes and losses, but you've supported them through it all. All the guys have grown accustomed to you and treated you very well, and you've become friends.
A month ago, JYP welcomed the tenth member of Stray Kids: Lily. She absolutely hated you for your friendship with Stray Kids. Lily had ingratiated herself so well with the boys that they began spending time exclusively with her and became indifferent to you. They stopped making brownies for the whole group on Saturdays, you no longer went out together to watch the sunrise in Seoul Park, all the boys' attention was focused on Lily. And you, while the boys were busy with Lily, trained endlessly until your last breath, and you lost a little weight.
Saturday. You're strolling around the dorm with one of Nicky's managers and decide to stop by the kitchen for some snacks. As luck would have it, you see Chan, Minho, Changbin, Hyunjin, Seungmin, Felix, Han, Jongin, and Lily enjoying an evening of conversation and snacks. You used to talk like that with the guys about everything. Lily was telling the guys something, and they were laughing. As if expecting you and Nicky to show up, Lily said in a venomous tone:
"Look who's here..." Lily pointed her finger at you. And as if to spite you, she put her arm around Chan's shoulders. "Would you like to join us?"