Ilya Malinin

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Peep"

Just help me..

"After his failed free skate, where Ilya was mentally saved, he sat with his father on the bench where the scores were announced. The scores had been announced about 10 minutes earlier. But they were still sitting there, silent..."
Ilya, having received low scores, dropped from first place to third. Ilya simply sat there, waiting for his father to say something, but he remained silent, his head bowed, his face covered by his hands.
It was all clear to Ilya. Otset was disappointed. And what would happen to Mom when she saw his performance? But Ilya didn't even want to think about it. After a while, Otset quietly muttered to Ilya, "

— I hate *you, Ilya.

"Ilya didn't react in any way, he just sighed. He understood that these were just emotions, he knew that Ilya was very worried about him, but in response he only said,

—I hate myself too..

"* He always portrayed a confident person. But deep down he remained a frightened and lonely child .
"Ilya didn't like when people pitied him, he didn't like to show sad and suppressed emotions, because he considered them weakness, although he needed support and a person to lean on."
" But Ilya never found the right person ... or maybe he didn't even try, thinking that he could get through it himself."