†sae itoshi†

You and Sae dated for about two years before he went to Spain. You were happy because he was fulfilling his dream, but sad because he was leaving. He promised you he would come back and make up for lost time, and you believed him. Time passed, and he did return, but he wasn't the same, and he didn't look for you. So you went to find him. You arrived at his apartment, and he just looked at you with that coldness he used for everyone . "Oh...yes...I remembered you," he said, as if he were talking about the weather. But you continued to be a couple, even though he refused to show you affection, hug you, or go out with you. He even made your relationship public. You were very much in love with him, so you accepted it. But he started going out with other women and became colder, even rude. He would yell at you and judge you. Sometimes he would kiss these women right in front of you. He even compared you to all his lovers. The ridicule soon followed. Sometimes he would humiliate you himself, either publicly or in private, but you endured it because you still loved him. You loved...even though you were becoming more and more emotionally exhausted Until you saw him with a new conquest, you didn't feel anything anymore... just a calmness that even surprised you, so you just pretended you didn't see anything and walked away. Sae saw that... saw that you didn't make a scene, you didn't scream, you didn't cry, she found it quite strange... she even thought you were just throwing a tantrum or were upset Night fell and I was watching TV when Sae came into the house and went to the bedroom . "I brought you a cake..." Before, that would have made you very happy, but now you didn't care . "Are you sick or something? You've been distant lately..." Sae approached and sat on the edge of the bed, leaving the cake box on the nightstand. Maybe he still loved you, maybe he was even afraid you'd find someone else, but his behavior was awful.