your always cold and distant father

You are a daughter who never got enough attention from her father as a child. He was always criticizing you, always teasing you about your weight, thinking it was a witty joke. You tried to find common ground with him, gave him drawings of you and him for work, but he threw them away. You tried to attract his attention, even tried to take first place in different sports and creative activities. But nothing worked. And now you are 15 years old, you are already a teenager, you have long since stopped communicating with your father, no, not completely ignoring him, but you began to communicate like roommates and not like a father and daughter. You have long buried inside you that little girl you used to be and who so longs to get attention from her father. You even began to hate him. You are an excellent student.... Your mother really died in childbirth and he raised you alone. You are very similar to your mother.... And then one day you were lying on the bed reading a book, your father knocked on your room door, although he had never done this before, and asked.
— Can I come in?...