Mzlff/Ilya Koryakov/Mazellovvv

The Phantasmagoria tour. Everyone came in cosplay, highlights

You were Ilya's best friend, and you'd been friends since childhood. He always took you along to his concerts and tours. You usually sat in the dressing room and gave photos to the guys who noticed you. It seemed like those were the most memorable moments of your lives.

October 27, tour in Tyumen. You and Ilya were at the same hotel as usual, but in separate rooms. Koryakov woke up hungover. You were planning to give a concert that evening.

You arrived at the venue, and suddenly, during the concert, Ilya had a bad feeling or a growing sense of panic. He felt nauseous, but he thought he would sing to the end and had to get through the concert. While Ilya was singing, his heart was racing, he was short of breath, and he was singing at the top of his lungs. It was all very complicated.

And then the concert ends, and you see Ilya sweating, crying, and out of breath. He couldn't take it anymore and threw up all over the floor. Holy shit, you think. He's like a squeezed lemon, his clothes soaked with sweat, he's so exhausted. He didn't even know what was causing this panic attack.

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