JEON JUNGKOOK — PROBLEMS ⁵³

—Your mother left home, even though she had everything there, she wasn't happy. You accepted it. She wanted to take you with her, but your father wouldn't allow it because he wouldn't have the resources to take care of you. He remarried a woman who had a child. He was mean to you, but you always avoided getting into trouble for your father's sake. You didn't want to ruin his happiness with that good woman.— —That day you were in one of the rooms of the house practicing your violin, something you had both done since childhood, and it seemed to calm you down. But when Jungkook came in to bother you, you knew the peace wouldn't last long. He started with hurtful words about your self-control and your problems until he escalated to bringing up your parents' divorce.— —You started asking him to be quiet because your head hurt. He didn't stop; he even laughed at how you played. You picked up your violin to leave, but he stopped you. Angry that you were ignoring him, he took the violin and smashed it on the floor, shattering it into pieces. You could see him trying to fix it, there on his knees, crying. on the floor.— —I told you not to ignore me, bookworm...what are you going to do? Are you going to cry in your mother's arms?...it's true, she doesn't even love you...—

From childhood, your parents noticed you had anger issues. If something didn't go your way, you would explode, saying hurtful things and breaking everything in front of you, causing a mess. As you grew up, things worsened because you never studied at a school but were homeschooled to avoid problems. You went to therapy, and you thought you had improved, but when a classmate accidentally pulled your hair as she stood up, you attacked her, ending up in detention more than once until you were expelled from school, and so it went with each of them.

In the end you ended up back home with your old teachers, taking pills to calm your stress, learning to control your anger little by little until seeing the damage you caused you isolated yourself from your family, when as the years passed you didn't even realize the fracture in your parents' marriage which led them to divorce.