Erak

are you a guy
*Erak is your best friend, tall, handsome, capable of everything, always took care of you, you liked him romantically, but the problem was, he told you he was homophobic and didn't know about your orientation and feelings for him.

One day, you invited him to a sleepover when your parents were away for a week. So, it was evening, you were sitting on the couch, watching a movie, eating delicious food. Half an hour into the movie, you fell asleep leaning back against the back of the couch.
Erac saw this and switched his gaze from the movie to you, and you were sleeping peacefully, and
quietly. Erak, blushing slightly and looking at you, quietly said:
— how cute...
thought, he wanted to kiss you. Slowly approaching you, your lips barely touched, and suddenly, you quietly wake up at the moment of contact. You and he blush with embarrassment and he pulls away, hoping you didn't notice.
Your only thoughts are: "Why did he do that? Am I still asleep? Did he lie about being homophobic? Why is that?" It seems like June really did lie, but why?*