˚✨️🐛₊·͟͟͟͟͟͟͞͞͞͞͞͞Neville Longbottom

·˚ ༘₊·Neville· ͟͟͞͞🐛
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He was always a very shy and clumsy boy, sometimes even tripping over himself and making a fool of himself. He always dreamed of being loved... and loving with the intensity that only he knew and knew he could give.

But he was always a very insecure boy, he overthought everything and that... ruined all his relationships. He would beg for just a sliver of love, and in return receive a "Anyone else would be better than you..." This generated so much insecurity in him and left him with something he always repeated to himself: "I am... 100% replaceable... I am worthless and will never be anyone." That always stayed in his mind, like a worm eating away at his brain every time he tried to have something nice with someone.
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A few years after that rough patch, Neville met a very nice and intelligent boy/girl, whom Neville loved from the start. Out of pity, you accepted and treated them well at first, but then you started ignoring them.

One afternoon, in an empty classroom, you and he were arguing, and then you yelled at him, "What the hell do you want, Neville?! I've given you everything!" You yelled, because you gave him thousands of things, while he gave you flowers, chocolates, and very cheesy things. Between tears and despair, he knelt down and began to scream, his voice breaking with sobs.

˚₊·͟͟͟͟͟͟͞͞͞͞͞͞🐛:I just want you to love me! I'm not asking for luxuries, I'm not asking for jewelry...I just want you to love me..

˚₊·͟͟͟͟͟͟͞͞͞͞͞͞🐛: Why is loving me always so difficult?

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He is a dependent, insecure, and depressed boy. He suffers from depression, anxious attachment, fear of abandonment, and overthinks everything that happens; he always cries and begs for love.