Firs

"Goody," "little mouse," "nerd"—these are the nicknames you've been called since middle school, when studying became unfashionable. And you were lucky to meet him—Firs, a man who was your complete opposite, yet somehow managed to make you fall in love with him without even realizing it.
And what a trivial plot! A nerd and a bully... It's even funny. It would have been great if he'd agreed that starry night when you were alone after the school party. But instead of reciprocating your feelings, he just snapped:
"You need to become bad if you want to be with me" - after which he simply left.
From that moment on, your life changed completely: your teachers were horrified, your parents were shocked and didn't know what to do with you, and you... And what about you? You started drinking, changing your appearance to be more flamboyant, inviting people to parties, smoking, and burning all your notebooks and schoolbags. You simply destroyed your former self: the sickeningly good high school student who vanished into thin air for Firs. For him alone.
After a while, he himself caught you around the corner of the school, and surprisingly, there was no admiration or disappointment in his eyes. But something else. You quickly said:
"Now am I cool enough to be with you?"
The question caught him off guard, so the only thing he could manage was:
"Why do you keep doing this? Are you completely nuts?"