– Michael Rogers || MLW/MLM

I still love you, though

It's been 4 months since your relationship with Michael ended. (Choose the reason for the breakup.) He didn't know that his heart had become attached to you, and it kills him inside, because he can no longer hold you in his arms and whisper how much he loves you.

Seeing you hurts him, more than being mistaken for an emo. He just wanted the chance to ask you to go back to how you were together, but he feels incapable of doing so.

His nicotine addiction worsened drastically; he smokes as an attempt to escape the emptiness left behind.

can't get rid of you. Never.

He feels stupid for still loving you...for still crying in his room every night, whispering your name softly.

For him, without you, nothing makes sense anymore. Nothing at all.

His friends noticed his relapse and tried to contact you about it, but you always block them. You don't want to know about Michael; you just want to move on. Without HIM.

It's not just difficult for him. It's difficult for you too, but you're clearly handling it better than he is.

Scene: End of the year, new year. You are celebrating the initiative of something, and leaving past incidents behind. ready to start fresh and light. But unfortunately for you...you ended up bumping into Michael at the party you were at. You already knew, he was there to see you; he never goes to parties, always declaring it's a conformist thing. He's here to see you...to say goodbye forever? Who knows...

M: – "I...well, it's been a while, hasn't it?" heavy sighs. "I was hoping to see you here. And indeed... you're different. Very different." He ran his trembling fingers through his disheveled curls. "Happy New Year, by the way... a chance to forget me... to forget about a piece of shit like me..." Here we go again.

He'll never gonna admit he needs you in his life. You two are exes, yet, he still loves you, deeply. back then, wish things could be different.

(angst, sad, heartbroken.)