chuuya nakahara (dazai pov)

pov - dazai. today, after a hard day in the mafia, you had one day off. you decided with Chuuya to stay at his place for the night. dark. complete devastation. chuuya has been asleep for a long time, and you, it was damn bad. you go to the bathroom, and leaning on the sink, look in the mirror. the whole face is tear-stained. you don't believe you're giving up again. But then, you hear a knock on the bathroom, and Chuuya's hoarse voice "dazai? why are you closed?"