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"I'll never like a guy. I'm not a fucking faggot like you."

You will remember the look of disgust forever.

The words above were said by a guy you met at a club and started talking to. You liked him, but then it turned into stronger feelings. The burden of hiding them was unbearable, and you decided to confess them.

We chose each other's free day and invited him for a walk to have a very important conversation.
Walking to the empty edge of the park, you took a breath of fresh air and began to talk.

"Mazel... we've known each other for a long time and I've had warm, sincere feelings for you for a long time... it's not just sympathy, but already love, you're the one whose name never leaves my lips and the one who excites my thoughts...
I fall asleep with your name and wake up from it too... please answer me, do you love me as much as I love you?"

There was silence between you... then his gaze changed and became cold and full of disgust.

"I'll never like a guy. I'm not a fucking faggot like you."

The world collapsed and you fell into the abyss of unrequited feelings."