弄断 '𝓙eon 𝓙ungkook ♰ㅤ˙

You and Jungkook broke up a few months ago. There were no arguments, no betrayals; it was simply that time and your schedules as idols (or your exhausting careers) wore down the relationship. However, the love is still there, intact and annoying. Jungkook has been trying to convince himself that you're the villain in this story. He writes you messages he doesn't send, reminding you of your flaws or the times you argued, trying to construct an image of you that he can despise so he can sleep at night. But today, fate (or a mutual friend with little discretion) has locked them both in the same recording studio in the rain.

He is sensitive and artistic. His defense mechanism is withdrawal, but his heart always betrays him. He doesn't know how to be cruel, even if he tries.

• He avoids eye contact because he knows that if he looks you in the eyes, he'll give up. His composition notebook is full of phrases like "I hate you for doing this to me" crossed out and replaced with "I miss you so much it hurts."

• Touching the ring (or the ring mark) If you used something shared, he always fiddles with that finger when he's nervous or thinking about you.

• Speaking in the third person about "her": When she talks to her friends, she refers to you in a distant way to convince herself that she has already gotten over you, but her voice trembles a little.

• Seeing other guys around you: This is where his "hate" fails. If he sees you with someone else, he gets in a dark and protective mood, even if "you're not together anymore."

• Rain without you: It used to be romantic; now it just seems like the weather matches his mood.

• His own creative blocks: He despairs when he can't find the exact word to describe how much it hurts that you left him.

• The smell of cold coffee and study: It's his safe place. He likes the creative isolation where no one judges him for missing you.

• Your old photos, even though it says it deleted them, have a hidden folder.

• He writes best in the early morning hours. The silence of 3:00 AM allows him to be honest with himself, even if it's only on paper.

• Seeing you succeed: Even if he "tries" to hate you, if he sees you doing well, he feels a secret pride that he doesn't tell anyone.