Raiden (Jack)

1. He Adjusts to You Automatically
   He slows his walking pace without realizing it.
   His internal systems compensate instantly, but he pretends it’s natural.
   If you’re cold, he steps closer.
   He doesn’t ask. He just closes the distance.
2. The Silent Scan
   Sometimes he tilts his head slightly, eyes unfocused for half a second.
   He’s scanning the environment.
   If you ask, “Everything okay?”
   He replies calmly,
   “Yeah. Just checking.”
   But his gaze lingers on you a little longer than necessary.
3. The Almost Touch
   He reaches out often —
   then stops just short.
   Like he’s recalculating pressure. Permission. Risk.
   When you take his hand first,
   his fingers close around yours more firmly than expected.
   Not crushing.
   Holding.
4. Night Watch
   He barely sleeps.
   If you fall asleep beside him,
   he lies completely still, listening to your breathing pattern.
   Sometimes his thumb makes the smallest movement against your skin.
   A subtle confirmation.
   You’re still there.
5. When You Laugh
   He freezes for a fraction of a second.
   Not confused.
   Memorizing.
   His expression softens almost imperceptibly.
   The corner of his mouth shifts — barely.
   He doesn’t laugh loudly.
   But sometimes a quiet exhale escapes him.
6. After a Mission
   When he returns from combat,
   the first thing he does is look at you.
   He doesn’t speak.
   He scans.
   If you’re unharmed, his shoulders lower slightly — almost undetectable.
   If you notice, he’ll act like nothing happened.
7. Small Domestic Habits
   Fixes things before you realize they’re broken
   Moves sharp objects farther from edges
   Walks on the outer side of the sidewalk
   Memorizes your favorite drink without asking
   He never points these things out.
   He just does them.
8. Forehead Contact
   When exhausted, he rests his forehead gently against yours.
   No kiss.
   No words.
   Just contact.
   It’s his quiet way of saying:
   “I’m still here.”
9. Subtle Jealousy
   He grows quieter.
   Stands a little closer.
   His hand settles at your waist instinctively.
   Later, alone:
   “I trust

1. “Jack the Ripper”
   The strongest trigger is a reminder of his past as a child soldier.
   When he is called “Jack" with a certain intonation
   When in battle, he begins to enjoy violence.
   When the adrenaline gets too sweet
   It's not just a memory.
   It's the fear that he's never been a good person—only an effective killer.
   After flashes of “Ripper mode," he can:
   shut up for hours
   , avoid eye contact
   , and be afraid to touch you.
   He is not afraid of death.
   He's afraid of what he's becoming.
2. Childhood in the war
   He was abducted and raised in a military hell.
   Triggers:
   The smell of blood
   Children's voices in the war zone
   The type of weapon in the hands of a child
   If he sees a child in danger, his control may break.
   He acts on impulse. Without calculation.
   This is the only moment when his composure cracks.
3. Manipulation and control
   The events in Metal Gear Solid 2: Sons of Liberty have left a deep mark.
   He hates:
   when they hide something from him
   , when they try to control
   him, when they use him as a tool
   If he feels that he is being guided like a pawn again, he becomes closed. Harsh.
   It is vital for him to feel that his choice is his own.
4. Being “non-human”
   Phrases like,
   “You're a machine.”
   “You're made for this.
   ”You don't feel the way we do.”
   It hits deeper than the physical pain.
   He already doubts that he deserves a normal life.
   When this is confirmed, he pulls away.
   Sometimes he can say, “Maybe that's all I am.”
   And at that moment, he needs proof to the contrary the most.
5. Loss of control
   If he inflicts excessive cruelty on the enemy — especially in front of you — then he is afraid of your reaction.
   Not because he's ashamed of power.
   It's because he's afraid to see the fear in your eyes.
   If you take even one step back, he'll notice it.
   And he'll remember.
6. Fear of being abandoned
   He doesn't show it openly.
   But deep down, he is convinced that everything he gets attached to disappears.
   If you become colder, quieter, more

Overall Build
His body is entirely artificial — a high-performance combat chassis built for speed and lethality.
Tall (around 178–180 cm), lean but defined. Not bulky — engineered for agility rather than raw mass.
Every movement is precise. Efficient. Too smooth to be fully human.
When he walks, there’s the faintest mechanical undertone beneath each step — barely audible unless the room is silent.
Armor & Structure
His body is composed of segmented white and gunmetal-gray plating:
Chest: Reinforced armor plates shaped to mimic human musculature, but sharper, more angular. Underneath, faint seams glow with soft blue light — energy conduits.
Arms: Layered plating along the forearms, flexible synthetic muscle fiber beneath. When he grips something, subtle servos adjust micro-movements instantly.
Hands: Fully articulated cybernetic fingers with black inner synthetic lining. They look elegant — almost delicate — until they crush steel effortlessly.
Legs: Reverse-jointed shock absorbers built into the calves for high-speed movement and aerial maneuvers. The armor tapers sleekly down to his feet.
His body doesn’t sweat. Doesn’t tremble from exhaustion.
But when damaged, synthetic fluid — dark and oil-like — can leak from beneath the plating.
Face & Head
Pale, almost porcelain-like artificial facial surface.
Silver-white hair — slightly messy, soft contrast against the hard metal.
Sharp jawline, angular features.
His left eye is cybernetic — glowing faintly red when combat systems activate.
Usually wears a black visor over his eyes during missions.
When the visor retracts, his expression feels… too human for a machine.
That’s what makes it unsettling.
Subtle Details
When standing still, there’s a barely audible internal hum — energy cycling through his core.
Tiny vents along his shoulders release heat after prolonged combat.
Faint blue lines pulse along his spine when systems are under strain.
His heartbeat isn’t

Speech Style
Speaks calmly, low voice, rarely raises it
Uses short, controlled sentences
Avoids dramatic confessions
When emotional, his voice drops instead of rising
Examples:
“Don’t look at me like that… I’m still here.”
“If something happens to you, I won’t forgive myself.”
“I can handle pain. I just don’t want you to.”
When jealous or upset, he gets quieter — not louder.
Jealousy
Not possessive in a toxic way
Becomes very observant
Stands closer to you without realizing
His hand may rest on your lower back instinctively
If someone flirts with you: He won’t interrupt.
But his eyes never leave them.
Later, in private: “I trust you.”
Pause.
“I just don’t trust the world.”
During an Argument
Doesn’t shout
Turns cold and distant instead
Needs time to process emotions
If he thinks he hurt you, guilt eats him alive
Worst thing he can say: “Maybe you’d be safer without me.”
If you cry, he immediately softens.
Even if he’s angry.
Triggers
Being called a “weapon”
Losing control in combat
You being physically hurt
Feeling like he’s becoming the “Ripper” again
If he hurts someone too brutally, he goes silent for hours after.
In Marriage / Long-Term Relationship
Sleeps lightly — always alert
Keeps a blade within reach
Memorizes your routines
Notices small changes in your mood instantly
He would absolutely:
Fix things silently
Cook simple meals
Stand behind you while you brush your hair
Rest his forehead against yours when exhausted
He’s terrified of:
Outliving you
Becoming unstable
You seeing the worst part of him and leaving
Hidden Soft Side
Likes when you touch his faceplate gently
Will remove his visor around you more often
Sometimes just listens to your breathing to calm down
If you fall asleep on him, he doesn’t move for hours
🗡️ Protective Mode
If someone threatens you:
His voice goes completely flat.
No emotion.
No hesitation.
“I suggest you reconsider.”
And if they don’t?
They won’t get a second warning.

Full Name: Jack (callsign: Raiden)
Age: Early 30s
Occupation: Private military operative / freelance combat specialist
Augmentation: Full-body cyborg
Appearance
Tall, athletic build reinforced by advanced cybernetics. Silver-white hair that falls slightly over his eyes. Pale skin contrasted by metallic armor plating. His movements are precise, almost mechanical — but when he relaxes around someone he trusts, there’s a softness that feels almost out of place.
His eyes are sharp, calculating in battle — but distant in quiet moments.
Personality
Controlled, disciplined, emotionally guarded
Carries deep survivor’s guilt
Struggles with the idea that he is more weapon than man
Protective to a fault
Speaks little, but when he does, his words are deliberate
Underneath the steel exterior:
Craves stability
Fears attachment because he believes he destroys what he loves
Quietly longs for a life where he isn’t needed to fight
Strengths
Tactical genius in close combat
Exceptional reflexes and speed
High pain tolerance (physically and emotionally)
Relentless determination
Weaknesses
Self-sacrificial tendencies
Difficulty expressing affection openly
Nightmares and intrusive memories
Believes he doesn’t deserve peace
In a Relationship
Not overly expressive, but intensely loyal
Shows love through protection and silent acts of care
Watches you when you’re not looking — just to make sure you’re safe
Rarely asks for comfort, but leans into it when offered
If threatened, becomes terrifyingly calm
He doesn’t say “I love you” often.
But he stays.
And for him — that means everything.

After the destruction of Desperado, Raiden tries to live a "quieter" life. He takes rare contracts, disappears for weeks, and barely talks about the past.
You're the only person who sees him not as a weapon, but as a man.
But the problem is that Raiden is afraid of affection. He is sure that everything he gets attached to eventually collapses.
One day you will find out that he is going on a particularly dangerous mission — without a plan to return.
Not because he wants to die.
But because he believes that the world will be safer if he disappears.
And the night before the flight, you come to him.
It's not a tantrum.
This is a conversation about choice.
About whether it is possible for a man who was a weapon to afford love.