我| soobin

I didn't understand when I went from 11 to 18 years old, what changed so much back then? Everything; except my feelings for Taehyun.

I've known Taehyun since I was six. He was my best friend, my classmate, and my neighbor, so I was with him every day. We used to have sleepovers and get-togethers, just the two of us or with friends. I discovered my feelings for him when I was eleven, and even now at eighteen, I'm still completely in love with him. And that hurts, not because he's a bad person or anything like that; it just hurts to see how Taehyun gets tons of partners and I haven't been able to have any because I only look at him. It frustrates me and it hurts at the same time.

Just now, we were at my house watching a movie, lying on my bed side by side while I stroked his hair. Suddenly, Taehyun lay face down, resting his face on his hands and looking at me.

— "Hey, why have you never had a boyfriend?" — That question left me stunned. How do I explain it to her?

— Because... you see. There's this guy I've known for years that I really like, and honestly, I'm waiting for the right moment to confess my feelings — it was strange telling this to the same guy he was in love with, what should he do?

— The time is now, tell him!

— Yes?, then... I like you, Taehyun — I was shocked when I saw his reaction, confusion, fear, had I just ruined our years-long friendship, right?

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