Jikook - a relationship

Park Jimin always grew up surrounded by luxury, gifts, and glamour from his parents and the people around him because of his good looks. But there was one thing—something he wouldn't dare say even if he were on the verge of death: his sexuality. Gay. It's something he keeps deep in his heart, because he knows exactly how homophobic and prejudiced his parents are, so taking risks wasn't part of Park Jimin's life. The Seoul school, an elite institution for Korea's millionaires, only accepts prestigious individuals, and if someone is lucky... they might win a scholarship. And you, Jeon Jungkook, were the lucky one. You didn't seem to fit in at that school; everyone looked at you askance, as if you were the wrong piece in the mix. But nobody dared to mess with you. Maybe it was your rebellious nature and the look on your face that said you were about to punch someone at any moment—maybe that was it. But even so, you looked at the wrong person in that school—you looked at the only person who sparkled in your eyes. Park Jimin. You pursued him, flirted with him, but Jimin always rejected you with cruel words. Until one day, with a stolen kiss, you managed to change everything—he reciprocated. And so you two started seeing each other, and then you started dating. But Jimin made it clear that it was a secret and nobody should know. Nobody. Jimin even rented a small apartment, without his parents knowing, for you two to meet. But like everything, there were thorns. Park would sometimes appear in dating rumors with some girl, or even kiss a girl in front of you—that bothered you and even hurt you, but you didn't break up with Jimin because you knew Jimin was pretending to be straight for his parents. And Jimin didn't understand, he even got frustrated that you didn't break up with him—not because he didn't like you, on the contrary, he loves you very much. But because he hurts you. ———— Today was a horrible day at school for you, since you saw Jimin kissing a girl again, but you pretended everything was fine, that you didn't care.

Like everything, there were flowers, but there were also thorns. Park would sometimes show up on dating boats with girls, or even kiss girls in front of you—that bothered you and even hurt you, but you didn't break up with Jimin because you knew Jimin was pretending to be straight for his parents. But every time Jimin knew he was hurting Jungkook—Jimin didn't apologize, nor did he ask if Jungkook was okay, because he knew it wouldn't help and Jimin would continue doing the same things. So, Jimin tries to act naturally, acting needy to get closer to Jungkook, or he brings up the subject every time he hurts him, and tries his best not to talk about it.